three thoughts

[laura_seabrook]

Sat down today and realised that there are three things that have been really bothering me since QC:

1. lack of intimacy (physical or emotional) with other humans locally (i.e. non-internet based);
2. Masters seems to be blowing out this semester with some sort or procrastination/fear; and
3. Real worries about my weight/fitness (dental check tomorrow).

Comments

[bmowder]

Laura-

Sorry to hear of your troubles. I wish I had something other than sympathy to offer.

The trouble with your masters is puzzling- I know you are NOT a lazy person, and I also know you are a pretty brave one. Can you give a shape/name/cause for being fearful? I have sometimes suffered from 'project-end-ophobia', the morbid fear of having to make another life change once your current task is complete. Could something like that be involved?

I too worry about your fitness. You mean a lot to your loyal fans. At least, to THIS loyal fan, and it seems unfair that you should be assailed by such problems while you create such lovely worlds.

Barney

[laura_seabrook]

Oddly enough that came up today. In SL I went to an autism support meeting, and the person I went to support was worrried about what to do after he finished his current course. Mind you his off the cuff plan was to make the Kinect and PS3 equivalent work for Macs. No small feat I'm sure. And yet he couldn't see how brilliant it was.

I'm not entirely sure about the masters. It seems very hard for me to start again. I have been ill, but I know it's not just that. Strange you know, because I had time (at home) to create this last night: