He's alone again and doesn't like it. After a month of being in the cell, he's tired of solitude. Random has just slipped out to get something to eat, he knows he wont be long. But still, in the meantime, he sits and tries not to let the walls close in
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Still, outwardly she's calm - no hesitation in the knock, no biting her lip or another.
Outwardly, she's calm.
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"He seems worse. Not that means much, but he seems worse. More crippled by it then you, though I do not know you well enough to truly say." A little, graceful shrug (a courtesan's shrug, woman-for-gold) and her lips twitch into a smile that lacks all traces of humour.
"I should not have slapped you, I admit. I'm sorry."
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I look at your hair and want to bury my hands in it, you think that's normal? Maybe it is for a man like me that takes what he wants, but not now, you're not mine and I want you biting my neck because that's what you do for Arithon isn't it, he lets you feed from him and I know what that feels like because he does, don't you see? You want me to scream about it from every rooftop, give me a couple of days, I can do that because I can't get away from it and if I dont start figuring ( ... )
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"Because it is nothing, I should do it? Ah, no, Ramon. That is no how I am. Just because you are tempted to do something..." Another shrug.
"Call it what you will. I am a child of times, and women in the Renaissance...we did not do things because we liked. So, no. I will not hit you again, not unless you warrant it. Confusing your thoughts with Arithon's does not warrant it, si?" As she talks, her Italian accent grows thick.
"I...should go, I think."
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She mentions leaving and a disappointment washes through him, a desperation that she should not go. Because she is his chiavalden and he wants her here with him.
A hand shoots out and he takes her wrist, just lightly. 'No, don't.'
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She hasn't fed before coming.
"Ramon. I need to go hunt. You would not like me if I grew hungry, I think." Her voice is even - she's dealt with this before. No, not this, but similar.
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Without hesitation he holds out his other wrist. 'Chiavalden? You are hungry?' And it doesn't occur to him that this isn't normal; to him it seems suddenly that she is his, wearing his ring, they will be married and offering her his blood is the most natural thing on earth between them.
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She disengages her wrist from his graps with the grace of practice and moves to the door, too fast for him to catch her.
Hand on the doorknob, she raises an eyebrow at him.
"May I go?"
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'You'll come back to the house later?'You don't need my permission to do anything, you're not mine are you? I just dont know but I think you are, ath, I can't stand this, tell him to kill me, please, not being sure is worse than anything...
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"Of course," she whispers, opening the door and slipping through. She shuts it behind her, and nearly falls back against it. Random's there, sitting cross-legged opposite.
"I'm sorry, Random...I'm so sorry." And then, before she hears an answer, Bianca is gone; running down the hallway and the stairs faster then any mortal can see.
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But he holds himself back because he's not sure if that's the right thing to do...and then the door opens again and Random is there and he's himself again. For the time being.
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