i hope everyone from school gets to see this

.... I DID NOT F*CK SEAN...

although he is the hottest thing i have laid eyes on. all we did was go back to my house and listen to music... i know its hard to beleive but its true. we did make out and stuff... but that is not doing him. so ha! im way less of a slut than you all thought. ::winks::

i  never stoped to think about how much happier he really is with her. now that i have i'm feeling a little lonely (yes ian, it is contagious). i should have ended things the right way.

i cried all night, about things that were my fault. he had to bring it up. i tried to lie, but couldnt. i just threw my arms around him and sobed as he stroked my ( Read more... )

do you remember when we would go to town on fridays? and buy candy with our babysitting money?

Tonight I was going to go to Fire & Ice with the boyfriend.. but i forgot i had class. hes super dissapointed. He took the day off so we could spend it together. I guess that Im just secretly anti-valentines day. I havent told him yet that my parents split up 5 years ago today - or what happened with the crazy x-man(~<3 dan). We all have our <3 day ( Read more... )

i have decided that mcdonalds has taken over my life. on my way to school i pass 6 of them... from andover, when im comming from my appartment in "m'fur" (medford) i pass 16 or 17, im not sure if i should count the one in the mall. on my way to work from school i pass 2. i ate there monday... and today. im going to get super huuuge.

yam

school ( Read more... )

i always thought it would be a cold day in hell when i would be caught eating chicken spread out of the can  - buy im hungry, so away i will munch.

im finally home. i havent visited my appartment for over a week. long story short, my purse was stolen and there goes 3 weeks of pay. mm... this chicken stuff really tastes like shit... so updates of ( Read more... )

hey dave,
it really means alot to me that you still read this even though you are over 2000 miles away. thanks. xxo.

im counting the hours until you wake.

This is the only {lonely picture}. wating on my floor, littering my shore. this is last true letter given to a girl written by a boy. living in a world created to destroy.
but if i had been you, would you let me, would you let me tear it down. but there you go for the last time. i finally know now what i should have known then and i could still be ( Read more... )

I wish that I could have the energy to post more. I do alot of dumb things that no one ever really wants to read. Thats probally why I don't get comments anymore.

Past coupla days have been crazy. I'm still moving my shit and realizing that I really don't want to move. I owe my insurance company $500 because my bank wont cash my checks if i dont ( Read more... )