Dream of Californication

[last_to_believe]

Kacie had left at like 2 that afternoon with her doctor-boyfriend who was takin' her to Las Vegas for the weekend, leavin' her Santa Monica beach house all to me. She tried real heard to pretend like she was givin' me the speech, the one about not having any parties while she was gone, no drinking, and definitely no boys. But I could tell, Kacie

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[ilikejourney]

I didn't know why I was going to some party. Actually, the last thing that I wanted to do was party. I was much more content in being alone in the small room that I was renting in the bar, but yeah, no, I guess it was time that I just ... went somewhere. Somewhere that didn't involve me searching for Volchok. I had my reasons for staying where I was, for not going home, wherever that was. I didn't even know. It wasn't the cozy Newport house that I had been living in for the last three years. It was much darker than that and ... yeah, I wasn't going back anytime soon, no matter how much Seth begged me

[darkersideofyou]

Where the hell was she? I'd just seen her and then she disappeared. No, I wasn't just seeing things, I really had seen her. I wasn't that drunk, was I? Seeing her form again against the night sky made me ache a little more than I would have liked. Just when I think I've put my life behind me, I get reminded of how hard it used to be.

After along minute I pulled my eyes away from the fire and turned back to look at Ryan. He looked a little confused and I couldn't exactly blame him.

"No." I said honestly as I shook my head back and forth. I didn't know why I was being so honest with him other than he was a stranger and there was just...something about him. "Sorry I...I need another drink. It was nice meeting you, Ryan."

With that I turned my back to him and headed back up the beach towards the house where the alcohol was.