so how do you tell even the closest of friends that you arent coming back, or that you are doing something without getting their opinion on it? how do you break the news. hey, whats up dude, hows it going? oh yeah, by the way ( Read more... )

What the hell. life is finally coming full circle. i can tell by the fact that im listening to blink all the time again and thinking of happy times with old friends and finally dismissing all the stupid shit that just happens in life. for the first time in a while, music relieved me of a bad mood. i was pissed when i woke up because all the cell ( Read more... )

so i was watching that movie take the lead with antonio banderas today, and there was this one part of the movie where this guy is standing up on the bus listening to his ipod and gradually starts dancing. i instantly thought to myself "i wish i could do that" which was instantly replaced, just like every other time i have a wild notion like this, ( Read more... )

good news: almost done here in god forsaken ranger. im so ready to get back to el paso to be with my family, which includes daphne of course, my dogs and my house. in that order ( Read more... )

this isnt about daphne at all. this is about someone who i thought could be just as close to me, but not in the same role, and yet isnt ( Read more... )

i know it is typical for a college student who moved away for the first time to miss home really bad. i even know that for those who move away and are in a serious relationship is even harder. i'm not saying that i'm anything special in that aspect. but these last couple of months have been hard for me. i never expected this to be this hard ( Read more... )

you and me could never hide ( Read more... )

This is the hardest thing i have ever done. i have never hated something so much. i have never been so sad. I've never been so alone. i have never felt so lost. i count down days by the hour. i hate being out of touch. i hate knowing that people are sad because of me. i feel so selfish, and people tell me that im not, and that im doing it for the ( Read more... )

today is a very sad day.... today i have to give up morning glory. there are so many memories in that car. so many stories to tell. so many things that are going to slip from my memory after a while. such wonderful memories of tail gates, road trips, high school lunches, and of course Daphne and I... hee hee! its sad because i know that these ( Read more... )

cool lyric that is stuck in my head:

its sparks in the air that you're breathing...

how many artists can have a total song dedicated to last words? and how there are a million words that can be used in place of other ones and so on and so forth?

miracle of 86 is awesome.