broken girl.

[laregan]

tomorrow is my surgery

Comments

[ammdragon]

Best wishes & much love. You'll be in my thoughts & prayers.

--amber

[laregan]

Thanks honey. I appreciate all the thoughts and prayers =D I can feel them around me :D

[crystalsc]

Oh my goodness. I can understand how you feel. It's a part of your body that might be altered for life, it's frightening and deeply intimate. My Mom had to have her uterus removed when I was in my late teens and even though she'd never planned to have more kids, it was blow to her.
BUT let's hope that it doesn't come to that.
There are men who don't mind if a woman can't conceive. And if he really loves you, and I mean REALLY loves you, it will not be a problem for him. But don't jump the gun. Don't worry about it until it's an issue.
Do you have someone going with you to the hospital? I'll be thinking about you! Please update when you're feeling better. *hug*

[laregan]

My mom had her uterus removed, and she was ecstatic.LOL. I know its weird, but she was bleeding super heavy (when i say heavy i mean like through two pads and a tampon and she was super anemic because of it.) she was suffering a lot and when they took it out, she was so ready about getting it out.

But I feel like your mom. After my surgery was finished, and I saw my mom again, I told her, "I might not be able to have babies now." And she nodded and sighed.

And you're so right. If he truly loves me, it shouldn't matter. And I shouldn't worry about it until it that day comes, because I'll make myself crazy. lol.

I promise to update in about a week, when I find out if it's cancer or not. Right now, I just have to wait and see. And isnt that the worst feeling ever?!

Thanks for all the love, I can feel all the good vibes you're sending :D