The Pain of Being Smited

[laokin]

My soul burns, it's extremely painful to know that everytime I wake up, God himself, Smites me. The pain of being alone is almost unbearable. The sight of a happy couple sparks jaelousy -- the thought, "I want that" crosses my mind atleast 99 times a day. Some one once asked me, "If you were held in an old torture chamber, What kinda of torture

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[anonymous]

A month ago I preached the same story, I love myself, I know I am a great person, but I had accepted the fact that I would spend my life alone, set to see everything a bit askew from everyone else, in a sentimentaly awry nature I arrived at the realization that things just don't come to that, Smitten by god is undoubtled a terrible state of residence, but you can easily overcome the chainse of a diety trapped in his own reflection. You are craveing love, you want someont to want you, and to need you, but you have to remember, there is someone that wants you and needs you, you can always love yourself. And you have us to get you through, we are your friends, your comrades, your allies, we burn just like you. And any one of us is always here for you. Your place is not the the silent observer of beauty, but the eager student of life, the unadept awaiting his true turn, and when it comes, everything you know and have gained through insight will prove that you are a wonderful person. You aren't depressed because you aren't some half wit

nina sky - move ya body

[senate_boy]

trust me peterpan as soon as you get a girl you will wish that you didnt have one. If you get a girl that mediocore looking then you will think that you can do better, or better yet a nicer one will come along and make you want to dump her. If you get with a very pretty girl then it presents a curse, You find jealously taking over no matter what, and when she starts to hear things like your the prettiest girl I've ever been with they start to think and act different. This jealously will cause you to ask the stupidest questions, trust me even if you dont believe me. Some relationships are just about fighting most of the time, and trust me you WILL cry more if you did have a girl than if you just were single. You will find yourself wishing you were single, you will think back to how good you had it now single. Plus there are variables that you do not need in your life right now concerning sex, hell I know that I can not be responsible enuf to have a child now. Life is going to speed up real quick in the next year for you, and before

Re: nina sky - move ya body

[reasonibreathe]

"If you get a girl that mediocore looking then you will think that you can do better, or better yet a nicer one will come along and make you want to dump her."

why do 'male(s)'(sometime females do the same..) take the risk of 'cheating', and what not. for example; usher (the singer) cheated on chilli, and not to sound gay, but she's pretty; has a perfect body; and a great voice. and yet he took the risk of going with a one night stand; getting her pregnant, in result of ruining the relationship with chilli. now he's stuck making up slappy 'emo' songs for his fault.

i don't know much about relationships, yet currently in one now. but i'm so cautious and insecure due to seeing failing relationships.

why can't it just be 'love', [he loves her/ she loves him.] is there such a thinggggg/.?
i donnoooo

Re: nina sky - move ya body

[senate_boy]

on the contrary think of what could happen if you did wait till marriage for sex? There are plenty of things that could happen that would cause incompatibleness... In most of the relatioinships I've been in I have either liked the person more than they liked me or they have liked me more than I've liked them. I wish that the feeling was mutual, but in the end they left me and my feelings were still there. Insecurities may have built but I have been on the other end, and had to stop relationships because she was getting too cliingy or I could see that she was getting far too attached for something I did not see serious... AKA "soccermom" (no she didnt have kids) but we had been :seeing: eachother for two weeks and on valentines day when I told her that I did not want anything she got me all kinds of things which was uncalled for a relationship not involving love ^i told her not to fall in love with me^ and when I seen that she was I had to let it go. IT HAPPENS, Ive been on both ends. On another note, when it comes to cheating I dont

Re: nina sky - move ya body

[reasonibreathe]

=]~

lol.

[laokin]

W3rd to the Clot of Blood Nigga

[spunkymcjones]

why is that just so true?

[anonymous]

You boy has it man, right on the head, you have to enjoy it, and its not likr boom your rnjoying it, its like "damn, sitting here wishing I had some girl is getting old, lets have fucking fun..." Or something like that. Just enjoy man. Life is now. Your boy senate knows what he is talking about.
-Owen