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003 ♔ very accidental video

Jun 06, 2011 23:49

[The video comes on to... darkness at first. Then a bit of a fuzzy whiteness at the edges because there's a gloved hand obscuring the recording lens, as becomes apparent as soon as the device is set down with a faint click against a surface. Countertop of sorts? It's hard to see anything for a moment, just the ceiling and a bit of a mirror. Perhaps ( Read more... )

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[video|| private || hackable] 1/2 I. Am. So. Sorry. revengeisalie June 7 2011, 16:21:40 UTC

[Here is Rin, looking at the screen dubiously.] You're drawing it back on? You're drawing it back on. Why are you--

( ... )

[video|| private || hackable] 2/2 SORRIER. revengeisalie June 7 2011, 16:23:45 UTC

[Bliiink, blink.]

Did I really just say all of that? I really just said all of that, didn't I. That's unusual. I mean, I can talk a lot sometimes, but that's a bit much. Um. Sorry. Does that usually happen after...

I'll stop talking now. Excuse me. I'm really sorry! I mean it. Which is why I'm posting this. I'm so sorry.

[Clamps a hand over her mouth and sends.]

[reaction] 1/3 I LOVE YOU LIKE BURNING myownpath June 7 2011, 16:32:45 UTC

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[reaction] 2/3 myownpath June 7 2011, 16:33:16 UTC

[!!!]

[video|| private || hackable] 3/3 myownpath June 7 2011, 16:35:29 UTC

[Opening a feed and just. Mentally screaming so loud you don't even--]

RIN.

[video|| private || hackable] revengeisalie June 7 2011, 16:48:16 UTC

[Sob have her being REALLY flaily and thoroughly ashamed of herself.]

I'm sorry, it just came out! I didn't want to say all that, really! And it's certainly not my intention to embarass you! I don't even know what came over me.

And I'm going to end this right here and now so I don't put my foot in my mouth any long...

[Cuts the feed off just a second too early!]

[reaction] 1/3 I am. Dying. myownpath June 7 2011, 16:52:08 UTC

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[reaction] 2/3 myownpath June 7 2011, 16:52:28 UTC

[Oh. For.]

[video|| private || hackable] 3/3 myownpath June 7 2011, 16:53:32 UTC

[STOP CUTTING THE FEED OFF. Have him stubbornly reopening.]

Rin, it's fine! Don't apologize!

[video|| private || hackable] So am I. revengeisalie June 7 2011, 17:03:34 UTC

[DUBIOUS. LOOK. Fine, if you wanna have it that way.]

Really? Is it fine? You don't look like it. And, really, this whole lying politely crap? Cut it out, because it's annoying. I mean, it's also kind of sweet and maybe even kind of cute, but, really? Annoying. Because all you do with that is make me doubt your word and worry unnecessarily. Like the other day when you said you were fine and showed up on my doorstep looking like death!

[No, she is currently not realizing the hypocrisy in this.]

So, stop it. You're not doing anyone any favors. Not me because it makes me worry more, and I bet anyone else who's your friend probably feels the same, nor you if you're denying yourself help.

[video|| private || hackable] 1/3 and now I feel terrible 8( myownpath June 8 2011, 07:06:04 UTC

[So. These buttons of his.

You just punched a lot.]

Wh... what? [A little aghast--but in a quickly angry way.] I don't...! It's not...!

I'm sorry, then! [Except he doesn't sound it. Raw and a little hurt, yes, but not quite the same.] Maybe I should have just stayed away if that's how you feel. But you're not any better, you know? Were you just going to hide behind text and pseudonyms until you--what, you died and no one noticed?

[video|| private || hackable] 2/3 myownpath June 8 2011, 07:07:49 UTC

[Actually, his own anger is a little surprising to him.] I'd notice!

[video|| private || hackable] 3/3 myownpath June 8 2011, 07:08:31 UTC

And I get it, that you want to play it safe. That something horrible happened before. But how can you live like that? It's sad. If you can't trust anyone--then what's the point? Would you have even trusted me if you hadn't known me before?

[video|| private || hackable] 1/3 revengeisalie June 8 2011, 07:33:50 UTC

[Allen, what.]

[video|| private || hackable] 2/3 revengeisalie June 8 2011, 07:34:12 UTC

[WHAT.]

[video|| private || hackable] 3/4 I lied. revengeisalie June 8 2011, 07:40:42 UTC

[Breathing a little heavily, maybe. And staring at the screen in a way that is both angry and upset.]

... until I die, huh.

Until I DIE?

Well, excuse me, but that's what I'm trying to prevent! So maybe I'm selfish, but, you know, being snatched by some disgusting low-life bastard while you are turned into a six-year-old, then tortured for days, then killed brutally, while, ohgod, the guy is clearly getting off on it all and you're humiliated until you're at the lowest you can ever be -- oh yeah, walk in the park!

Let me tell you something: no matter what you or anyone says, I'm not not giving anyone that kind of advantage over me ever again.

Believe me, I can live very well like that! And yeah, I probably wouldn't have trusted you! So what? Things happen as they will! You would've needed to prove yourself trustworthy to me. I'm not dumb, you know, at least not that dumb, and I think I can about tell when someone is being a creep at me ( ... )

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