No Fun Staring at the Wall

[make_you_bark]

What was I doing here. I should be at the Master's right hand, watching chaos and destruction rule over all these weak minded fools. I should be playing games and being bad... not sitting her on the counter waiting for someone to come in and tell me what is going on. But this place... this white house.. was too lifeless. It was making me feel odd

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[xander_lavelle]

Walking back from the seudo Magic Box, I thought about the smile Anya had given me. Brief but there, reassuring and perhaps a little hopeful, as if asking if there was any of the Xander she knew in me, and again I found myself wondering what I meant to her.

Had the version of me she knew left her at the alter? What if she and I...him had gotten married. Was she Anya Harris?!

Shit, those thoughts were doing me no good. And I was provided with a much needed ditraction in the form of vamp Willow. I looked her over, trying not to be too gawkish about.

"I'll never get used to seeing your body made up like that," I said to human Willow.

[finesse_bottom]

We left the Magick Bo--er Room? Either way we left with arms full of supplies and books, and hopefully a way out of this place, or at the very least a way to get a slight advantage over our non-corporeal pal. Once we made our way back through the halls we ended up in the kitchen. I sighed as I placed the box I was carrying on the counter and glanced as sure enough that Leather Sporting Willow was being useless as ever.

"I'll never get used to seeing your body made up like that,"I smiled, it was a comfort to hear his voice.. even if he didn't realize it. I wondered if I could tell him... what I had lived.. what I had known with him. I suppose I could, but it would have to wait. This spell and getting everyone in on it was more important. There was no sense in getting him emotionally attached.. if I was just going to go home anyway

[leather_queen]

It was wretched.. this emptiness within me. Hollow nothingness. How can this be it? Why was she so quick to take it all away from me. This debt she claimed I owed her.. was I to be payment. This was not something I comprehended. I didn't want to move from this place. I wanted to be swallowed into the earth, pulled out of existence for the state I was in? Was not worth anything. I was nothing now... lack of everything important

[leather_queen]

I moved towards the taller female, the one who spoke of Spike