Comments | lance_nelson: HORRIBLE HORRIBLE DREAM!

lance_nelson

HORRIBLE HORRIBLE DREAM!

Aug 20, 2008 16:14

Last night I had a horrible dream that I was being lifted up by my neck and choked out by my math teacher from high school who used to tell me I had ADD. It was horrible. I haven't had a nightmare like that where I've woken up sweaty, scared and alone in a long time ( Read more... )

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thefinearts August 20 2008, 21:36:36 UTC

i use to be the same way, i always was able to find something that was better than the bad. i don't know what happened, but now the way someone treats others or me outweighs any of the good i can try to dig up. it just happens, i f they want to prove me wrong i can be open to it, but there are certain actions people commit that cause me to struggle on trusting/liking them.

lance_nelson August 20 2008, 23:07:00 UTC

I guess I'm just starting to realize how touchy or a person I am. In the past year I've had so much trouble trusting and liking certain people.

kittylitter13 August 20 2008, 21:43:22 UTC

no worries, enjoy some alone time, sometimes it's the best. I'm sure you'll start meeting lots of awesome people in Lansing when classes start You are an arts major right? so you get the cool people. Imagine what it's like for me, nerds galore! hahah. It's always a little weird when you first move somewhere. None of my old Lansing friends live there anymore but there was a decent crust punk scene there for a while.

I think it's good that you are being honest with yourself and people you meet. It's ridiculous to just assume that you should force yourself to like everyone. I think it's better to have a select group of people that you can trust, and have lots of fun with, and not have to think about them being shitty people.

Sorry I can't come out to the show tonight, but I'm sure soon enough all of us Flint kids will be out there partying. Take care and feel better!

lance_nelson August 20 2008, 23:05:50 UTC

Thanks for the words, I really appreciate it.

I'm actually skipping out on Weedeater too now. I figured it wouldn't be a good idea to be out until 3am on a school night... All of a sudden I'm responsible. Fuck.

All of the Flint crew are welcome over here at any time. We can have a big ass pizza party/root beer/'zona party across the street from my place in the park.

sypher_2k3 August 20 2008, 22:24:10 UTC

well i hope you still love me, lance :-)

and don't fear - kate will be moving up to EL soon, and i'll be there this weekend!

lance_nelson August 20 2008, 23:03:07 UTC

Oh yeah dude, I do. Like I said, we need to hit up FBC soon.