Working Through Part 9/90
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Chapter 9
Six days since the accident and three days since Kris opened his eyes and yet the doctors had no real desire to release him. The memory loss was still there, and at times Adam could see it was really affecting his husband. If It wasn't forgetting to eat it was telling the same story over and over again. Even getting himself up and dressed was beginning to be a full task for Kris.
“Arms up.” Kris sat on his hospital bed legs hanging off the side while Adam stood between them.
“You're treating me like a baby,” Kris complained as Adam pulled his top over his head.
“You're my baby,” Adam admitted reaching in for a kiss. “I'm allowed to treat you like one.”
“Can't you save it for our daughter? Speaking of?”
“Your mother wouldn't give her up this morning.” Adam pulled Kris's plaid shirt over his shoulders. “And since we have a date I figured the kid deserved a few hours away from us.”
“Date?.”
“Yeah,” Adam smirked. “I'm taking you on a date.”
“Since when do we date?” Kris laughed.
“We date,” Adam pouted. “We've dated plenty.”
Kris rolled his eyes at his husband earning him another pout from Adam. “Oh come on. We've been on one date our whole relationship and that ended in tears.”
“No it didn't,” Adam complained.
“Yeah. You're tears.”
“I didn't cry.”
“No but you pouted and complained. It was like you were crying,” Kris said with a smirk.
“I did not pout,” Adam snapped but instantly turned serious when he realised what he had done. “I'm so sorry.”
“Sorry?” Kris answered. “For what?”
“Shouting. I won't do it again,” Adam promised as he began helping Kris with his pants. “Sorry.”
“Okay,” Kris raised an eyebrow. “Who the hell are you and what have you done with my argumentative husband?”
“You're right. I did pout on our first date.”
“Are you giving in on an argument because I'm sick?” Adam tried ignoring his husband but Kris pulled at his face till he was looking at him. “I can still fight with you.”
“I know,” Adam said with a fake smile.
“I can you idiot.” Kris pushed at Adam's shoulders causing him to stumble backwards.
“Hey don't. You can't get yourself excited.” Adam moved forward again only to be pushed by Kris.
“Like you could excite me,” Kris said in a mock tone. “God how longs it been since you even tried to turn me on?”
“Kris.”
“Don't Kris me. You walk around like you're all that. What would your fans say if they knew we spent most nights passed out in front of the TV?” Kris pushed Adam once again causing him to bump against the chair.
“What are you doing?” Adam stayed where he was this time giving him and Kris enough distance from each other.
“Just saying,” Kris shrugged. “I mean you're taking me on a date. What's the point?”
“I thought we could spend some time outside of this hospital room. Together.” Adam sounded almost hurt as he explained this to his husband.
“To do what? Sit on a bench and look at the trees.” Kris scoffed. “I think I'd rather just stay here thanks.”
“What the hell is wrong with you?” Adam stepped forward so he was standing between Kris's legs again.
“Just don't want to be bored by you. That's all,” Kris shrugged.
“So I bore you?” Adam quizzed raising an eyebrow.
“Lately yeah.”
Adam leaned forward until his face was inches from Kris's. He watched his husband closely as Kris only smirked back at him. “I know what you're doing.”
“And what am I doing?” Kris asked as he leaned back on the bed causing Adam to lean down further against him.
“You're pushing me until I snap. And then when I snap........”
“You get horny?” Kris interrupted me with a smirk.
“You're sick.”
“I'm horny.”
“You're still sick.”
“But I'm horny.”
“Take a cold shower.” Adam leaned down pressing his nose against Kris's.
“Won't that make me more sick?”
“I'm not having sex with you.” Adam pressed his nose into the crease of Kris's neck. “I want to take my husband on a date,” Came Adam's muffed request.
“Fine,” Kris sighed finally giving in. “But,” he said as Adam leaned up to look at him, “remember our first date?”
“Yeah. Our only date.”
“When You pouted”
Flashback.
Adam checked his make up one more time in the bus bathroom mirror before trying his best to sneak out through the door of the bus.
“And where are you going?” Matt looked up from his book giving Adam the once over. “Dress like that.”
Adam looked down at his black leather pants and black button up shirt. “What? Don't I look good?” He asked panicking.
“You look fine. Maybe just a little dressed up.”
“But I look okay. Not bad or anything.”
“You look like Adam,” Matt answered while looking back at his book.
“And that's okay?”
“It has to be since it's who you are.” Matt wasn't really paying attention now so Adam took the chance and jumped from the step of the bus into the dark night.
It had all been planned down to the last detail after. Kris had taken the lead and asked Adam out on their first date. It seemed so unreal for Adam to be finally going on a date with Kris. Ever since they had both admitted their feelings to each other inside the bus bathroom it had been something that wasn't talked about. Kris had only been separated from Katy for a few months, and the press were still raving about that so the idea of Kris now stepping out with Adam wasn't really going to go down very well. And it was the press that had driven this late night dash across the car park to the waiting car with Kris inside.
“Matt caught me,” Adam complained as he climbed into the passenger side.
“Caught you doing what?” Kris fiddled around with the radio until he found a song he liked.
“Leaving the bus.”
“And?” Kris laughed finally looking towards Adam.
“And he asked where I was going”
“You never sneaked out the house as a kid did you?” Kris quizzed resting his arm on the back of Adam's seat so he could run his fingers into the back of his hair.
“I was a good kid”
“That's hard to believe,” Kris laughed pulling Adam in for a kiss. “You look beautiful by the way.”
“Thanks,” Adam answered quietly.
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Adam looked around the empty car park to see if there was any clue to where Kris had taken him but nothing was standing out.
“Will you relax. No one will see us here.” They had driven for over an hour through small deserted road and Adam and no idea where he was.
“And where is here?”
“Well,” Kris said leaning over Adam to look out the passenger side window, “see that building there.”
“Yeah.” Adam looked towards the building that looked like some sort of apartment complex.
“That's my apartment.”
Adam looked up at the tall building with his mouth open. “You drove me to your home town?” Adam knew they were close to Kris's home town but he had no idea his date would bring him here.
“I figured it would be safer if one of us knew where to go. I just,” Kris looked out the window towards the sky. “I just wanted a normal date.”
“And is this a normal date for you?” Adam quizzed while he looked around the empty car park.
“The dates not starting yet smarty pants.” Kris unbuckled his belt. “How about we start it?” Kris climbed out the car to run round the front and open Adam's door for him.
Adam accepted Kris's outstretched hand while he climbed out the car and stood beside him as they both looked at the building in front of them. “Katy?” Adam asked giving Kris a sideways glance.
“She moved out last month. I told her we would be coming by tonight.” Kris leaded the way towards the building with Adam following close behind.
Adam's heart began to beat rapidly in his chest as he followed Kris up the stair case towards the apartment door. “She knows I'm here.”
“Yeah,” Kris answered as he unlocked the door. “I sort of told her about us,” Kris confessed as he pushed open the apartment door.
“You did…” Adam's words were cut short as he looked up towards the apartment. Inside sat a table in the middle of the room set for two. Candles were placed around the apartment giving the only light in the room and the soft sounds of Kris's voice coming from the cd player filled the room.
“I did. I needed someone to help me set this up.” Kris led Adam by the hand into the apartment closing the door behind him.
“She knows about us?” Adam's heart was now beating so fast the sound was filling his ears.
“She's been my best friend since we were kids. She knows everything about me.” Kris pulled out one of the chairs at the table for Adam to sit.
“This is weird.” Adam shook in head in disbelief.
“Damn,” Kris said as he stood behind Adam's chair with his hands on the older man's shoulders. Leaning down Kris rested his chin on Adam's shoulder “And here I was hoping for normal.”
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The music had stopped leaving both men in complete silence. Adam sat on the floor by the fire his back resting against the sofa while Kris sat between his legs his back pressed against Adam's chest. Adam's hand rested lightly on Kris's thighs while his fingertips softly rubbed circles in his jean clad skin.
“We need to get back soon.” Kris's voice filled the silence causing Adam to let out a groan. “I'm sorry but we do.” Kris's hand came up to rub at the back of Adam's head. “They're going to wonder where we are.”
“Don't care,” Adam moaned into Kris's neck. “Forget the tour let just stay here forever.”
“And miss all those screaming fans?”
“Don't care.”
“Yeah right. You couldn't live now without anyone screaming for you.”
“I just have to make you scream for me.” Adam let out a wicked laugh as Kris shuddered against him. “And I bet you scream real good.”
“Adam,” Kris moaned.
“Where's the bedroom?” Adam pushed Kris forward for him to stand. Kris could only point towards the closed door as he watched Adam approach it.
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Adam had explored many bodies before, tasting then, mapping them out with his tongue, but seeing Kris lying out naked on the bed he knew nothing could be better than this. Slowly Adam leaned back on his knee's wiping the sweat off his face, while Kris lay still on the bed. He wore a worried look on face that Adam knew all about; he had worn it himself many times over the years.
“I won't hurt you,” Adam said in a whisper. The room was dark with only a few candles scattered around causing it to flicker over Kris's naked body.
“I know,” Kris replied.
“Try not to worry baby.” Running his finger over the frown Kris wore on his face Adam rubbed at it till the crease was gone.
“I've never done this before,” Kris confessed. Adam's chest became suddenly tight, a crazy feeling of happiness and fear. Happy that he was the only man that got to do this with Kris and fear that by doing this he could scare the younger man away.
“We don't have to do anything.” If Kris wanted to Adam would get dressed and they would leave right now. All he wanted was for Kris to know that he loved him and he was all that mattered.
“Just be gentle.”
“I promise,” Adam whispered leaning down to press his lips over Kris's heart. “I'll take care of you baby.”
Adam's hand began at Kris's shoulders as he straddled his thighs. Gently he rubbed at the bare skin until he felt Kris begin to relax under him. His mouth found Kris's nipple taking it in his mouth sucking hard until Kris let out a low moan before he went onto the other one to gain the same effect. With Adam's mouth wrapped around his nipple Kris's hips came up to thrust into Adam's ass letting him know just how turned on he was. Adam pulled away sitting up until he was grinding his own erection against Kris's.
“Fuck.” Kris's whole body shuddered at the connection. “That's the most amazing feeling ever.”
“You haven’t felt nothing yet baby.” Adam moved down the bed until he was perched in between Kris's thighs.
As slowly as he could Adam bent down till his lips were inches from Kris's pulsing cock. He looked up to see Kris leaning back on his elbows looking at him with bright burning eyes. He gave Adam an encouraging smile and it was all Adam needed before his lips were connecting with his boyfriend’s hard tip.
“Fuck,” Kris repeated in a strangled scream.
Beginning at the tip and wrapped his wet lips around it sucking slowly and lightly as he looked up and watched his boyfriend come apart. “So beautiful,” Adam mumbled as he let the tip pass over his lips and he took more in.
“Fuck.” Kris gripped at the bed sheets and his eyes fluttered close.
Adam opened his mouth just a little letting the rest of Kris in as his nose brushed against the soft pubic hair. Kris's hands shot into his hair pushing his head deeper against him causing Adam to gag.
Pulling back letting Kris fall out of his mouth with a pop Adam laughed. “Little eager aren't we?”
“Sorry.” Kris looked down at him with a sheepish look on his face.
“Don't be.” Adam sat back up on his knees as his hands ran over Kris's warm thighs. “But we've hit a problem.”
“Problem?”
“The lack of lube and condom,” Adam sighed.
“Top drawer,” Kris answered with a smirk.
Adam leaned over him opening the drawer at Kris's head. “You planned this?” Adam held the lube and condom in his hand as he looked down at his smiling boyfriend.
“Not planned. Just didn't want to be disappointed if we did do something.”
Adam put the things to the side as he leaned over Kris. “You're full of surprises Mr. Allen.”
“And you love it Mr. Lambert”
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Adam pressed into Kris so slow and intimate that Kris found it all too overwhelming but not sore like he thought it would be. Instead of pain he felt a rush of love wash over him. With his legs spread wide and Adam between them Kris could only look down and watch with amazement at what was happening to him. Adam's hands gripped his thighs keeping them open as he gentle slid into him.
“You okay?” Adam panted his whole body tense as he controlled himself fully.
Kris too afraid to speak only nodded and rested his own hands on Adam's knee's as they sat either side of him.
Once he was fully inside Adam stopped all movement. “Just relax and let me stretch you open.” Again Kris only nodded as he watched Adam's face stay concentrated at the task he was doing.
After a few moments of silence Adam circled his hips slightly jolting Kris's body. “Fuck.”
“You okay?” Adam stilled to look down at his boyfriend.
“Yeah just do that again.” Kris tried to relax as Adam circled his hips once more.
“Oh fuck.”
“I take it you're ready for me to move?” Adam asked with a smirk as he circled his hips a little faster than before.
“Please,” Kris panted moving his hips trying to cause some sort of friction.
The thrusting began slowly with deep loving jolts that sent Kris panting and begging for more. He could see Adam's mouth moving as hovered above him, but Kris couldn't make out anything he was saying, the only noise he could hear was the slapping of skin as Adam slammed into him with more force. Through watering eyes Kris watched as Adam's face creased up in what looked like pain but Kris soon realised it was because Adam was holding back.
“Let go baby,” Kris encouraged as he ran his hand over Adam's bare chest.
“Can't,” Adam panted. “You feel too fucking amazing to let this end so soon.” Kris felt Adam slow down as he tried his best to control himself.
“Baby we've got all night,” Kris encouraged. “Come for me.” Kris watched as Adam's eyes fluttered shut only to open moments later.
“I love you so fucking much,” Adam confessed as he began to trust into Kris harder.
Shaking and quivering above him Kris watched in fascination as Adam came undo. With a few more thrusts and a lot of swear words Adam let his hands slip from Kris's thighs as he collapsed on top of him.
“Fuck,” Adam panted into Kris's neck as Kris let his legs wrap around his boyfriend’s waist pulling him in tight.
“That was amazing,” Kris whispered now only realising he had came himself in the mist of it all.
Adam leaned up on his elbows to look down into Kris's eyes. “To fucking quick.” Shaking his head Adam buried his face back into Kris's face.
“Ah baby,” Kris laughed affectionately rubbing his boyfriend’s sweaty back. “Best I've ever had.”
“Just wait till next time,” Adam answered teasingly.
End of Flashback.
“I did not come too quickly,” Adam pouted from the chair in front of Kris's hospital bed.
“You kind of did,” Kris laughed but soon stopped when Adam shot him a look. “Just saying.”
“I was under a lot of pressure. It was your first time, and I had spent months jerking off to the idea of sleeping with you. It's a lot for a guy to take.”
Kris climbed off the bed sliding into Adam's lap. “It sure was baby. And I stand by what I said. Best I ever had.”
Adam wrapped his arms around Kris's waist pulling him close. “I made up for the quickness.”
“You sure did baby,” Kris answered kissing the top of his husbands head. “Now didn't you say something about taking me on a date?”
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