just when i feel like things are starting to get better, everything falls apart all over again. it just collapses right in front of me... i just sit there and watch it every time, because i know it's inevitable.

"sometimes motion is the only thing that keeps us alive."

distance is a bitch.

adrian and ian came to visit me at work yesterday, which resulted in the phone being taped up, me being taped up, and adrian climbing up shelves to get shoes. so ridiculous.

i need to clean my room.

my boobs are getting huge(r). what the fuck?

i got locked out of my house this morning, and almost had a panic attack because i thought i was going to be late for work.

i go back to journeys on monday or tuesday, depending when nick's last day is. i'm allowed to work at king of prussia anytime before then, which is super awesome since i'll get to hang out with lisa and stuff. i'm really excited because it's kind of like starting over. i'm going back to a job that i love, and i don't have to deal with the people ( Read more... )

mara wants me to come back and work for journeys.

take that, tom.

i don't really feel upset right now. i did cry, but it didn't last nearly as long as i thought. more than anything, i feel sickened that i didn't say exactly what i've been wanting to say for so long. all i could spit out was "you're one of the shittiest people that i know." and that's not even half as bad as what i could have (and WANTED) to say ( Read more... )

i really want to cuddle.

and by the way, why is it snowing? it's not supposed to snow in april.

i had a pseudo-interview at zumiez today.

and besides that, even though i didn't get to go to saves the day, i still got saves the day short shorts.

i'm really bummed out that i have to work today. it's so nice out, and i'm going to be stuck inside all afternoon and night.

the good weather could be potentially harmful to my paycheck, and i could really use the money right now.