Well, he broke up with me yesterday. I cried all day. damn he said he doesn't feel anything for me anymore, he said it all just went away. How can it just go away?! Thats bullshit, I hate him, how could he do that to me. Bastard!

WELL I'M VERY TIRED, BECAUSE LAST NIGHT I DIDN'T SLEEP. I WAS TAKING CARE OF MY GRANDMA AND SHE BEGAN TO THROW UP SO I HAD TO WAKE UP LIKE EVERY HOUR TO SEE IF SHE WAS OK. SHE LOOKED REALLY BAD! I'M SAD ( Read more... )

Well, in this journal entry I'm not going to bother writing about Jose, because I'll I'm going to write, is what a jerk he is and the stupid things he does. So for now on I'm only going to write about Jose when he does something nice. I hope thats soon, because he hasn't done anything nice in a while ( Read more... )

Well today is Sunday and I've been bumming it all day like always. It gets me so mad that jose kicks it so much with those chicks! AAAHHHH! I feel like busting a cap on their asses! Damn he tells me that they buy him all this shit and that they hug him and sit on his lap and that they hit on him, but he says they don't like him. And he tells me ( Read more... )

So its officially saturday morning, right now I'm just chatting with people and watching oprah. I'm waiting for Jose to call me when he gets home like he said,but he hasn't called, either he already went to sleep or he's still with his friends.I hope he's asleep,because I don't want him to be out so late. Later on today, I'll probably go to the ( Read more... )

Well,right now I'm trying to convince Victor to go to the Montebello show with mua and Michelle ( Read more... )

Well, yesterday I went to the Allen and I had a good time,but I wish Jose was there with me. He's never around and I want him to be around. I constantly think about leaving him or cheating on him, but I can't, cause I'm sprung, I admit it. I have no idea why, because the truth is, he's not a really good boyfriend. He hardly ever calls me, he hates ( Read more... )

ok, so I just got this live journal thing cause I'm bored and it seems like fun. Jose was supposed to come today but he ended up going with his friends, which is cool cause I don't want him to get tired of me, but it's always fun to have him around. Michelle was supposed to arrive at my house early today to help me exercise because I have high ( Read more... )