Title: Screw it!
Part: 9/?
Author:
ladyrevania Rating: PG-16
Warnings: swearing and nothing else I think...
Main pairing: Byou/Manabu
Other characters: SCREW members
Disclaimer: Screw disclaimers. You know they aren't mine. Only the storyline is.
Summary: Manabu doesn't want to be quiet and only stare when he bullies other people. No, he has to do something about it, even if he might regret it later.
When Byou and Kazuki left the toilet, I excused Shin and went for a walk around the school building. Fresh air made me feel better and helped me to calm down. I felt so ashamed, Kazuki would probably start bothering me about it. Byou didn't show any reaction, so I think it's good. He probably won't say a word about it, but Zuki can seriously become a problem. He talks about these things a lot and he felt excited when he saw me and Shin kissing. I'm not gay, but Kazuki probably thought I am. Who wouldn't think that?
I laid on the grass and closed my eyes. It was a nice, warm day, so I could take a nap. I didn't have money for the lunch anyway, so I didn't need any extra time to eat. About ten or fifteen minutes passed and I got up. I went to my locker to change my contact lenses, because my eyes started to hurt. There were two surprises waiting for me there, though... First one was, I got rid of spare lenses, so I had to put my glasses on. The other one was a pink box of heart shaped chocolates someone put there. I also read the note attached to it:
"I'm sorry for this accident with water. My friend pushed me and I dropped the bucket. The teacher almost killed me for leaving the school, but I had to buy something for you to apologize! I'm really, really sorry, I hope you aren't mad at me! I like you a lot!"
Oh, that was the guy who poured water on me earlier. Does he like me in a romantic way, or something like that? Great, I'm a fucking gay magnet...
"Bu, baby, what do you have here? Oh, chocolates! Does someone have a secret crush on you? Is it a guy? I'm sure it is, because you like boys!" I heard Kazuki's voice behind my back.
I turned around.
"I'm not gay, I just wanted to know how does it feels like to kiss a guy and..."
"Bu, stop being in denial! My gaydar is never wrong and I'm sure you aren't straight. Do you remember when we came to animal store with Nigu? You wanted to get rid of that girl and she was really cute! So, do you like someone? Maybe me? I'm really pretty, don't you think? By the way, you look really hot with these glasses!"
"Shut the fuck up." I hit his head, closed my locker with a loud thud and quickly walked away. This guy is nice, but he loves to make people ashamed and that's really annoying.
When I was running away from Zuki, I bumped into someone. Bad luck again... It was a cute, blond guy. I just apologized him and kept walking into the classroom.
This day wasn't over and it surprised me again, not in a pleasant way of course. There was no one in the classroom except Yuuto, my best friend and Jin, our classmate. The worst part of it was, that they were KISSING. It was just too much for me, I hoped at least Yuuto is straight, but no! Everyone around me are homo! I needed to talk with some straight guys, but I was afraid to approach stranger and start talking with them. I didn't even know my other classmates well, because I hanged out only with Yuuto (with Kazuki and Shin too, but they were gay, like Yuuto, so I didn't want to talk with them for sure).
I've been trying to avoid everyone, but it wasn't possible, especially when I came back from school. When I was making food, I felt a pair of arms encircling my waist.
"Bu, baby... I'm so bored, can you entertain me a little bit?"
"Kazuki, leave me alone." I sighed. Why can't he understand I'm not interested in guys?
"Why? You're so cute and I'm not that bad, trust me, I know what I'm talking about. Why did you let that guy kiss you and you don't allow me to do it too?"
I could feel his warm breath on my neck. It didn't feel that bad, but it was wrong and I wasn't interested in him that way.
"That's because I don't like you that way. We can be friends, but nothing else."
"Who told you about being something else than friends? I don't like you in the romantic way either, I just want to have fun." Kazuki laughed.
"But I don't want to." I pushed him away and ran into the other end of the kitchen. He was going to approach me and I noticed Nigu walking near me, so I took him and threw into Kazuki's direction. He backed off and Nigu landed on... Byou, who just entered the kitchen.
"What the fuck?! Get this cat off my arm, now!"
I looked at the scene terrified. Oh no, Byou is going to kill me for that.
"I...I'm sorry, I'm really sorry! I didn't want to do that!" I quickly took Nigu from Byou's arm and put him back on the floor.
"Whatever." Byou shrugged. "Keep this animal away from me if you want to be alive. Next time I will throw it into your face."
I quickly went out of the kitchen and entered Kazuki's room, closed the door and sat on the bed. I had to calm myself down and think about what should I do to defend myself when Byou starts being mean for me again. I was sure he will do that after that thing with Nigu.
When I was sitting on that bed, I heard Byou and Kazuki's conversation.
"Why is he so scared of you, Byou? Did you start being your mean self again? I told you, it isn't the good way to make people accept you."
"I did nothing, really."
"I hope it's the truth."
Kazuki entered the room and sat next to me.
"Did Byou hurt you in any way?" He asked me.
"Byou? No. I was just scared, because Nigu almost landed on his face and I shouldn't have thrown the cat at people, it wasn't a good idea." I started talking about other things and I hoped he won't ask about Byou again.
"Oh, I just thought he did something to you, but I guess I understood it wrong. Sometimes Byou can do stupid things, but you shouldn't be bothered by it, he wouldn't do anything to you for sure."
I think Kazuki didn't want to notice everything, but it didn't worry me at all. I didn't need any attention and I didn't want these two to start arguing because of me.
"Sure." I nodded.
Suddenly, Zuki hugged me and kissed my neck.
"So, what about my offer? Did you think about it?"
"No, I don't want to. Stop it, please."
"Ok, I will leave you alone if you invite your cute friend you were kissing earlier to my place."
"Shin? Well, why can't you do it yourself." I took a cell phone from my pocket and gave it to Kazuki.
"No, you do it yourself or I won't stop, Bu."
I sighed and dialed Shin's number. Kazuki needed to get laid indeed and I hoped Shin can help him with that, so I could be left alone. I hate when anyone tries to touch me. Why me?! I'm not even that pretty or cute.
"He can come in the evening, is that ok?" I asked Kazuki when I finished talking on the phone.
"Sure. He's soooo cute, I want him so much..." He said with a dreamy look.
"Don't tell me the details, I don't want to hear them, ok?" I put a phone on the bed and went to the kitchen. I had to finish making my food.
Suddenly, I felt something soft and fluffy under my legs. Fucking Nigu, he did that on purpose! I've lost my balance and I was sure I will fall on the floor, but someone caught me. I noticed it was Byou and we almost fell on the ground. His grip was really strong, it almost hurt, but made me feel safe. I clung to his body, to regain my balance. His chest moved to and fro, when he was breathing slowly. Our faces were too close and I could feel his warm breath on my face. I wanted to push him away from me and stay like that at the same time, it was so nice when we were so close, too close to each other...
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Sorry for not updating it yesterday, but I went to the family barbecue and I didn't have enough time to write it... and my head hurt... and I was in a bad mood *excuses*