My head is a weird place.

[ladymeltintalle]

Hi. I'm alone right now, which is usually when I fall off the sanity wagon, but I'm okay right now. I'm going to remain okay, because I'm not going to freak out about anything. I know that I am sitting here in my apartment at my kitchen table, and I know that I have other things to do today. Like pick Amanda up from work, hang my posters, do the

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[clionona]

Whether you're talking things out with us or yourself, I just think it's awesome that you're talking. ♥

I miss the way LJ used to be so hard. It was my everything, you know? I had a group of people that I felt were true friends and I felt like I truly had a place where I belong. It's not like that anymore, and I really miss it. I feel more alone now than I ever have before in my life. Like you, I have the same three or four people who talk to me, and I appreciate them, but it's not the same sense of community. But I don't want to depress you or anything, so I'll shut up about that. XD

As for fangirling goes, I'm not the flaily person I used to be. There's stuff that I love and care about, but because I feel like I'm fangirling on my own, it isn't as fun as it used to be. I'm well and truly obsessed with Sherlock. emylina bought me the first season on DVD, and I liked it, but I wasn't hard-core obsessed. Then Reichenbach Fall happened and I was a goner. I now ship Sherlock/Watson like it's my job, and I regret nothing. I want

[ladymeltintalle]

No no you won't depress me by talking about it! I'm glad that you understand how I feel. I miss the days where I could wander into the fandom and just know who everyone was, and I had a unique rapport with lots of different people, and I knew who to talk to if I needed help finding information, or if I just wanted to flail, or if I needed some cheerleading to get a fic written. Just. All that stuff. It was cool. And it's gone. And I guess it's a good thing because it did suck up a lot of time, but it was part of my identity. Cassondra, female, 24, Sagittarius, fangirl. It's who I was. Now I'm not. And it's lonely. I'm glad I still have you and Sara and Daisy and stuff, though. *clings to you guys*

I'm so happy she bought you Sherlock. It's such a good show, and also consistent. It's not just a good episode here and there. Because there's so few of them, every single episode is just jam packed with awesome. And I wish all tv shows were like that. Fuck filler. Give me plot! Also, yes, Sherlock/John is an epic ship. I can't read the fic

[sara84]

Hi sweetie =). I read everything you post but I really am sucky at commenting. I've drifted away from this place because so many others have, but you and a few other people still keep me tethered here, so I promise I will do better with letting you know I'm here

[ladymeltintalle]

It's okay! I don't comment a lot anymore either! *hugs* Yeah, I'm tethered to livejournal too. Sometimes it's bad, sometimes it's good. Tumblr is awesome but just doesn't let you have the same kind of relationships like you can on livejournal, so that's why I keep up with all my legit friends here. Where do you hang out at on the internet now

[enchanted_jae]

This is your blog; post whatever you want. Especially if it helps you sort things out. *nods*

Other than Harry Potter (Drarry), I'm really into the TV show "Archer" these days. Love it!

[ladymeltintalle]

Ooo what is Archer? Is it on netflix?

[enchanted_jae]

I'm not cool enough for Netflix. Ha ha! I watch it each week on the station FX. It's an animated, James Bond-like spy spoof. Very funny!

[rajkumari905]

ilu

I MISS THE WAY LJ USED TO BE TOO.

also CANNOT WAIT TIL THE HOBBIT.

[ladymeltintalle]

WHY DO GOOD THINGS HAVE TO END?

I think The Hobbit is going to be awesome. Not as awesome as LoTR because less hobbits, but still awesome. *excited*

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