Okay, driving does indeed suck. After two decades of doing it, I still hate it - as you have seen first hand. [I'm still sorry about that!] But trust me, you will get better at doing it. Don't let the accident shake you up or make you scared. I promise, the more you drive the easier it becomes. You'll probably be like me and never really enjoy doing it, but it'll become second nature and won't be such a source of stress.
About Supernatural, I fell so hard in love with Sam at first. And then I felt like he got douchey and suddenly I was head over heels in love with Dean. And then Castiel had to come along and I really fell in love with him... hard. I have not watched the last season, and I need to remedy that very soon. What's weird though is that I don't ship anyone on that show, like, at all. Well, I might have wanted to ship Dean/Castiel a little bit because they really do have the most amazing dynamic. Just wait until you see it! You'll die!
And you're not lame. You rule. No arguments. I know this for a fact. ♥
Yeah, I'm not letting it get to me. Honestly, it's the humiliation that bothers me more than anything. Because I failed my drivers test twice, which was humiliating, and then I haven't even driven two months and had my first accident. I'm honestly surprised my friend Amanda even wants to let me give her rides, considering my track record. It's scary, the way I just let my mind drift off to whatever I'm thinking about, so intensely that I wind up at my destination like "How did I get here so fast?" I don't even remember large portions of the drive because I'm just on autopilot. And unfortunately, I'm just not skilled enough to be on autopilot just yet, you know? (Also, no need to be sorry! It wasn't a problem
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Don't feel overwhelmed about college, it'll be totally awesome. Just take it all as a learning experience and you'll do fine. I'm really sorry about the car accident, though - I had a similar accident in April (in which I was going straight and and a woman in a minivan hit me going left, completely denting the fuck out of my driver-side doors despite everyone being okay) it took me weeks to be able to feel like I could feel okay about driving again. I have no doubt you'll recover and get back on the road again.
But as far as the accident, I'm not really detoured from driving at all, just humiliated that it happened so soon after getting my license. Sucks about your car though. But accidents happen, and I'm sure we both learned something, right? xD
HEY okay so try not to let the accident shake you up! I'm just glad you're ok *hugs*
Not being the smartest person at college anymore is a good thing - when u know everything by heart and don't have to try you don't grow. This is really good for you, and once you get used to it you're gonna feel a lot better about yourself =).
YAY SUPERNATURAL!! I've seen up to season 3, so I haven't gotten to Castiel either but Mischa Collins is freakishly awesome so I have no doubt I'll love him. It's such a fantastic show, I'm glad you've gotten into it! I personally am completely 50/50, the show is Sam AND Dean and the two of them together make the best character ever =).
It may be good for you to not be "the smartest one" in the class any more; it may challenge you to do better.
As for the accident, they do happen. You know you erred in not paying attention, so resolve to do better at that. Driving does require concentration, and you'll get better at being aware of your surroundings while driving AND being able to entertain a plot bunny.
Well, I'm a slacker 100% Challenge is a dirty word to me. But I've managed to skate by this long, I'm sure I'll figure out a way to still be a slacker but not flunk out of university xD
Anyway, I'm not sure if I'll ever be able to entertain a plot bunny and drive, but hopefully I will. Because it hurts my soul to make myself STOP thinking about happy fluffy (or sometimes porny) things xD
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About Supernatural, I fell so hard in love with Sam at first. And then I felt like he got douchey and suddenly I was head over heels in love with Dean. And then Castiel had to come along and I really fell in love with him... hard. I have not watched the last season, and I need to remedy that very soon. What's weird though is that I don't ship anyone on that show, like, at all. Well, I might have wanted to ship Dean/Castiel a little bit because they really do have the most amazing dynamic. Just wait until you see it! You'll die!
And you're not lame. You rule. No arguments. I know this for a fact. ♥
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But as far as the accident, I'm not really detoured from driving at all, just humiliated that it happened so soon after getting my license. Sucks about your car though. But accidents happen, and I'm sure we both learned something, right? xD
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Not being the smartest person at college anymore is a good thing - when u know everything by heart and don't have to try you don't grow. This is really good for you, and once you get used to it you're gonna feel a lot better about yourself =).
YAY SUPERNATURAL!! I've seen up to season 3, so I haven't gotten to Castiel either but Mischa Collins is freakishly awesome so I have no doubt I'll love him. It's such a fantastic show, I'm glad you've gotten into it! I personally am completely 50/50, the show is Sam AND Dean and the two of them together make the best character ever =).
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As for the accident, they do happen. You know you erred in not paying attention, so resolve to do better at that. Driving does require concentration, and you'll get better at being aware of your surroundings while driving AND being able to entertain a plot bunny.
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Anyway, I'm not sure if I'll ever be able to entertain a plot bunny and drive, but hopefully I will. Because it hurts my soul to make myself STOP thinking about happy fluffy (or sometimes porny) things xD
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