last year was a crappy year...

[ladydeathfaerie]

productive wise, i mean. i went through last night and started finding what i wrote last year, what i read, so i could total it all up. frankly, i'm very disappointed in myself. i'm not sure what my problem is. if i did, i'd fix it and get back on the horse. to be honest, i don't think i've written anything in a week. but i've finally totalled it

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[ladydeathfaerie]

well, as i wrote, last year it was 781,000+ words. i fell far flat of this this year. i'm very disappointed in myself. i should have done as much. just couldn't seem to get it together this year. it royally sucks.

i hate my brain.

and i'm not Superwoman.

[ginevrasm]

Lots of people would sell a kidney or something to be able to do that much writing in a year. Totally kicked my ass to Venus and back. Ouch.

I didn't count the joint fics, myself. Partly because I just don't know how to count them and partly because you do more of the actual wordage. Wouldn't have made much difference, anyhow.

And I won't even go into the books...

[ladydeathfaerie]

its a really weird, stupid thing with me. if i did that well last year, i should be able to do just as well this year. it isn't rational, i know. but its the way i feel.

ugh. and i still haven't gotten enough brains going on to do anything creative.

[nanaeanaven]

I would kill to be that 'unproductive'. Seriously, hun, you need to give yourself a break. *hugs*

[ladydeathfaerie]

i can't seem to help myself. i seriously feel like i should have gotten more done. i know. i'm mental.

*hugs* thanks, hon. i'm just... blah

[ladydeathfaerie]

it feels sucky to me. especially given what i cranked out last year. though after looking at the totals of a professional, published author, i don't feel quite as bad.

i guess.

and don't be envious. i'm just all shades of wordy.