youaremybestfriendandcan'tleave.
whyisthissodifficult?
&whydoifeelsoempty?
:( :( :(

things aren't just "changing" anymore,
they have changed.

ah.
so sad, so sad.

it is 5:36 a.m.
it is light out.
i can hear birds.
i work in three hours.
why am i up?

because it's summer.
:):)

summer=late nights,
ZERO sleep,
no food due to lack of time,
working nonstop,
scary experiences dealing with cops,
not even having enough time to run
and spending much needed time with my best friends especially when one of them leaves in less than 20 days.

ahh,
i'm in love with summer and it absolutely cannot enddddddd.

aw.
:):)

today went well, a lot better than i expected,
and tonight was a really, really, nice surprise.
but,
forever, is never forever.

Happy 18th Birthday Brookie!

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things need to stop going so fast.

i'm sorry for what could have been over the past years.

summer-
stay four days away, because as soon as you come, you'll be gone.

i don't even know what i'm going to do with myself when august comes.

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aw.
you just made my week.
because you care.