Ok friends and haters, this is your shot. I have designed a test, and maybe another to come, to see what you all REALLY think of me. Thanks to Chris for the idea and the snazzy links to said information.

SO if you are a huge pussy and can't own up to your feelings, do the test anonymously, or fess up ans show me how you really feel.

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Iiiiiiiiiii'm Baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaack.....

heh, back from the dead.....

I'm back.

I'm back.

GOod God I'm back and on medications.....

Iiiiiii'm Baaaaack.

Maybe.

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Well guys... I am going to take some time off from all of this. I am kind of going to go into a little hole for a while. I have some personal work I need to get done, some shit I need to sort out, and I can't very well do it publically. I have some people around who are cool enough to want to help me, and help me stand up- since my legs are ( Read more... )

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So Nikkies head shots went ok. Nikkie and Jay are going to try to work things out, even though I don't hold out a lot of hope. I'm feeling a little better, as I think my body is getting used to the Paxil now, so I don't see myself being sick feeling for much longer ( Read more... )

My PaxilCR makes me sick. Not like, hey I feel a little medicated kind of sick. But like, holy shit, this is going to turn into the diner scene from Alien kind of sick. So far I haven't felt any better, but the lovely thing about SSRI's is that it can take as little as 2 weeks and as many as 5 to feel relief from your depression/anxiety. ( Read more... )

EVANESCENCE ( Read more... )

For two fucking days, I have been trying to update. At this point, all I have to say is FUCK. Because for a couple days now I have been trying to catch you all up on the past week, and at this point, I don't fucking care ( Read more... )

sigh

I was so going to tell you guys all about my day at work, but right now I am no sure if I feel like it or not. I mean I do, cause some funny fucking shit happened, but then again I am not so sure...

sigh

maybe I will come back.

Maybe I will go shower

maybe I will sigh

sigh