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Drabble: Resilience.
Fandom: Torchwood.
Pairing: Jack/Ianto
Rating: R
Summary: 135-word Drabble for words_challenge voting will be up tomorrow. challenge: Hate.
Ianto hates this.
He hates the smell here, the way it fills every fraction of his sinuses, stings the back of his eyes, sends a prickle across his tongue so he can taste it.
He hates the moments that make him forget, the seconds of distraction that pull him out of his misery, only to give way to guilt. He hates that the guilt seems to crush him less every time.
He hates feeling too warm, being watched too carefully, knowing someone cares and wants to know what he’s doing.
He hates the feeling of Jack’s weight on his chest, Jack’s mouth on his own, Jack inside him, Jack’s confessions of affection, Jack’s constant attention.
He hates coming so hard he can't think about anything lower than Heaven.
Ianto hates being able to love again.
Fandom: Torchwood.
Pairing: Jack/Ianto
Rating: R
Summary: 135-word Drabble for words_challenge voting will be up tomorrow. challenge: Hate.
Ianto hates this.
He hates the smell here, the way it fills every fraction of his sinuses, stings the back of his eyes, sends a prickle across his tongue so he can taste it.
He hates the moments that make him forget, the seconds of distraction that pull him out of his misery, only to give way to guilt. He hates that the guilt seems to crush him less every time.
He hates feeling too warm, being watched too carefully, knowing someone cares and wants to know what he’s doing.
He hates the feeling of Jack’s weight on his chest, Jack’s mouth on his own, Jack inside him, Jack’s confessions of affection, Jack’s constant attention.
He hates coming so hard he can't think about anything lower than Heaven.
Ianto hates being able to love again.