season of love before and after
A friend and I talked about Valentine’s Day just a while ago. Then I realized how my views about it have changed over time. I used to be jittery during Valentines Day, for the simple reason that I always want something special during this season, yet I don't get it from someone who I'm expecting to do it.
I'm not really into mushy Feb. 14 stuff, you know... the flowers, chocolates and stuff... not really that. It could be anything, big or small, extraordinary or not, anything that was prepared just for me by my special someone coz it's that once-a-year chance to show that his girl's so special or because there are some things during the past year to compensate for. You know what I mean?! I'm not mushy but I guess I've been a hopeless romantic. I'm sure at least 2 or 3 girls out there understand me! hehe :D
Now, I'm just so happy with Paul. That I almost forgot that tomorrow's Valentines Day! I am so apathetic about it now. I guess he has done so many special things for me already, that he doesn't have to do anything this season to make me feel special.
He makes me feel that I am loved ...whenever he shows that he cares for me ...whenever he's happy over something great I've done ...whenever he tells me that he loves me ...and whenever he prays that we'd always have a God-centered relationship.
Even through little things, I know I'm loved ...whenever I receive that "good morning my palangga" message each time I wake up ...when he picks me up in the office and brings me home safe ...when he makes potato salad for me ...when he tries to cook the dishes that I love ...when he reminds me of the things I tend to forget ...when he makes sure I get the best part of the pizza, when he makes sure I sleep first before he does ...when he ...ok you know what, this blog post's not enough!
Every day’s so much better than one Valentine’s Day! I'm so unworthy, yet I'm so blessed, what more can I ask for?! Ah well there's more to ask actually. I pray that God would teach me how to love him the way He wants me to. And that I can be with him forever. :) *punas luha* (tears of joy hehe)
Happy Valentine’s Day everyone!
I'm not really into mushy Feb. 14 stuff, you know... the flowers, chocolates and stuff... not really that. It could be anything, big or small, extraordinary or not, anything that was prepared just for me by my special someone coz it's that once-a-year chance to show that his girl's so special or because there are some things during the past year to compensate for. You know what I mean?! I'm not mushy but I guess I've been a hopeless romantic. I'm sure at least 2 or 3 girls out there understand me! hehe :D
Now, I'm just so happy with Paul. That I almost forgot that tomorrow's Valentines Day! I am so apathetic about it now. I guess he has done so many special things for me already, that he doesn't have to do anything this season to make me feel special.
He makes me feel that I am loved ...whenever he shows that he cares for me ...whenever he's happy over something great I've done ...whenever he tells me that he loves me ...and whenever he prays that we'd always have a God-centered relationship.
Even through little things, I know I'm loved ...whenever I receive that "good morning my palangga" message each time I wake up ...when he picks me up in the office and brings me home safe ...when he makes potato salad for me ...when he tries to cook the dishes that I love ...when he reminds me of the things I tend to forget ...when he makes sure I get the best part of the pizza, when he makes sure I sleep first before he does ...when he ...ok you know what, this blog post's not enough!
Every day’s so much better than one Valentine’s Day! I'm so unworthy, yet I'm so blessed, what more can I ask for?! Ah well there's more to ask actually. I pray that God would teach me how to love him the way He wants me to. And that I can be with him forever. :) *punas luha* (tears of joy hehe)
Happy Valentine’s Day everyone!