good soccer and a silly girl

[lacephotograph]

Indoor soccer was good. For a change. It's something I haven't written very often. We won, and for once I'm happy that we did. I feel like I actually played. And now I don't want to quit, but I think it's just that this is the last game (actually it's not because we won) and it was the semis, and three people were not playing. I did good. I don't

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[elspeth_science]

I'm not trying to be a bitch or anything, but I think that bit about the girl behind you was out of line, and it really hurt my feelings. I was like that at one point, and it's an actual mental problem, beyond the sufferer's control most times. I'm still recovering from anorexia and this girl looks to be in the same boat.

Girls like "that" may have a psychological problem. I know from experience that anorexia makes you think you're fat, even if you are the skinniest person in the room. It instills a sense of urgency.... lose, lose, lose and be skinny! maybe someone will love you!

I see you as a really unique person trapped in a sort of sucky life. I feel that way about myself. That girl may be the same way... someone totaly different than how she seems. You complain about people disliking you without knowing you, and being judgemental, but that's exactly what you were doing.

[lacephotograph]

I'm sorry I hurt your feelings, but with this being in my journal and all my opinion isn't out of line.

Maybe she does have a psychological problem. Maybe she doesn't. I can't say that I've ever experienced anorexia like you have, because I haven't, but I can only think that if I felt that I felt like I had to do something like that, I wouldn't sit there and brag about it at the top of my lungs.

Maybe I do judge people. I'm not ashamed of it. Usually there's good reason to judge people. My difference is I'll usually give people a second chance to prove me wrong, whereas a lot of the people who have judged me never did that. She might be completely different to what she seems, and when I hear that she's got anorexia or some other psychological problem, I'll be the first to apologise for calling her shallow.