I need help...

[labotomyboybobo]

Dear Friends

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[greer]

I hope you dont think that I am sick of your deression, I know i Have come off that way the last couple of days and I am sorry. its just that I have had much on my mind lately and its hard to talk sometimes.

[labotomyboybobo]

What's on your mind Bryan?

[greer]

bit awkward of a reply, but um surfing is on my mind

[labotomyboybobo]

Yeah, I didn't really know how to reply. I figured I might as well ask what's on your mind cause you have been hard to talk to lately.

[poledancer911]

Just by reading your entries I feel so depressed because I feel responsible for all of your depression. I am so sorry that you are doing so poorly. I hope you find what you need in life to make you happy and back to your normal self again. I hate hearing about how depressed and sad you are, not to mention lonely. I really hope you feel better of everything that is bothering you and enjoy life. I love you and always will. Talk soon. Bye bye.

[labotomyboybobo]

You're not responsible for my depression. You are the main thought of my depression at the moment. I have a hard time understanding why you don't want me any more when you have told me no lacking in your love. Sometimes school bothers me more then missing you, other times I miss my friends a whole lot and it gets to me. It hit me hard out of the blue that I wasn't with you a few days ago. It may go away, it may not. I don't completely understand why you aren't with me, particularly now that you're with out me and are having the same problems that you had while with me all on your own. I am a bit confused why you wouldn't want somebody who loves you to be there for you, but that is your choice. I don't understand it, and so everything becomes difficult for me. Oh well...I started writing my (hopefully) book. I am up to five pages, and I feel confident more will come. I am trying to channel my energies in to it. I'll send you a copy when I am finished with it. I love you. Bye.

probably not what you want to hear

[morganagod]

You're dwelling on this too much. The more you think about it, the more it's going to ferment (i think that's the word).

I wouldn't even try to give you any advice if you weren't my friend. So don't think we're tired of you.

Re: probably not what you want to hear

[labotomyboybobo]

It's hard to not dwell on things. It's easy when it's someone that's pissed you off to just stop thinking about it, or to stop thinking about losing a bet, or having a bad night...it's not so easy to stop dwelling on why you're lover left you and does not want to be with you any more. I can't explain it, you just have to experience it yourself.

[omega_angel]

"Just Forget the Words and sing along."
"The future is up to you! What ya gonna do? Dare to be stupid"
-Weird Al

I dunno... they seem like relevent points to make to me..

[labotomyboybobo]

I like the first quote. That makes me happy and seems to be more relevant to life in it's entirety.