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Aug 15, 2009 13:11

nothing is working out. I'm getting depressed again. I'm getting those 'thoughts' again. I've stayed up all night & into the day fighting with Christian. He finally called me a horrible girlfriend & he hated me. He always tries to break up with me at the drop of a hat. I don't know what to do anymore. I can't leave. I have no money to get back or ( Read more... )

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l0ves_tragedy August 16 2009, 02:00:01 UTC

the problem is that I don't satisfy him anymore. I'm ugly inside & out. he absolutely hates me. I've been crying for a full 24 hours. We've been trying to work things out but it never fails, something else always goes wrong.

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l0ves_tragedy August 16 2009, 16:17:43 UTC

We tried to work it out. I end up crying everytime. I know I might be overracting because it dosen't seem that horrible, but when you have confidence issues like me, it just really hurts. He told me it was because he wanted ideas to picture me in an outfit she was wearing (too bad she wasn't wearing anything) I just want to know how to make him happy & satisfy him. He's just gotten bored with me & it breaks my heart. I feel so ugly. I won't even let him hold my hand or anything.