my parents are fucking assholes and i wanna move away more than ever right now. i cant stand even just the thought of living under the same roof as them or spending any second of all my days dealing with theyre bullshit. i am 17 fucking years old...yet they seem to think i've been 13 for the past 4 years. i hate them so much. i just want space and ( Read more... )

daft punk is fucking crazy

so work has been really cool, i work with some really cool people and a few guys from bay ridge. there are more lifeguard who havnt started working yet so hopefully theyre cool too....ughh maybe a hot guy too lol even tho a couple of the guy i work with now r kinda cute ( Read more... )

i was excited about staying home tonight b/c i felt like relaxing, but i just realized its the first official night of summer and now i feel stupid. i should be out, on a feild, happy and enjoying the beautiful weather...i love summer nights

i am officially in love with this song

Monsters, by Meg and Dia

His little whispers. "Love me, love me." That's all I ask for. "Love me, love me." He battered his tiny fists to feel something. Wondered what it's like to touch and feel something.
Monster. How should I feel? Creatures lie here. Looking through the windows.
That night he caged her. ( Read more... )

this is my nature. everytime i see someone in need i feel the need to save them. people say i care too much, but, how could you care too much? i have a stong heart and i want to use it. god gave me a heart for a reason, right?

i need to save someone. or just, make even a little difference in their life for the better. i need to. i want to see them ( Read more... )

omfg its so fucking hot out and now im in a bad mood b/c of a few reasons and i want to fucking take a cold shower, get liposuction, and fucking pass out for the next 5 days aahhhhhh

its amazing how much we change over years. physically, emotionally, mentally...in every way. in some ways, im proud. in other ways, im not surprised. in other ways im not proud...and others im kinda surprised ( Read more... )

so today was my latin regent. went okay. im not cinfident enough to be like yeaahh i def did just fine. but im confident enough to say that it wasnt so bad and i have pretty good chance of passing lol

wow amy lee has such an amzing voice

so i wanna go out but ofr stupid im not. except i kida feel like exercizing. hmmm maybe i'll like go biking or ( Read more... )

omfg sometimes i seriously just HATE my fucking parents ahhhhhhhhh can i PLEASE hire someone to ring their necks please right now thank you.

anyways....i hate regents i cant wait for them to be over. i have math b tomorrow i need to get over an 85 otherwise im gonna be stuck taking pre-cal over again next year witch isnt gonna look to good to ( Read more... )