Press the "Reset"... or keep your life on "Play" (5/?)
Fandom: Super Junior
Genre: Fluff, Romance, tiny bit of angst, implied!smut
Pairing: None at the moment, but hints of Eunhae and other SJ-pairings
Rating: PG-15 (For Now)
Warning: Language, fail!plot
Summary: Sungmin and Eunhyuk were together, but Sungmin's didn't feel anything for Eunhyuk anymore, so he broke up.
- Flashback -
Sungmin POV
I couldn't stand this pretending anymore so I'm gonna break up with Hyukjae. This way, nobody will get hurt.. okay he will, maybe. But it's still better than continue playing this reckless game. This facing would hurt him even more if I would keep it...
"Hyukjae... Can we talk?"
"What's going on, Minnie?" I feel guilty... he's still clueless.
"Ehm. I don't know how to tell you...but... I think we should break up."
Silence. Omg. What now? I don't want to hurt him... After all, we were friends befor our relationship started, I want to keep this friendship, even though it seems impossible.
"Eunhyuk? Did you hear me? I'm sorry..."
Silence. I can see tears running down his cheeks. Suddenly, I want to take back my words. But it's too late. I can feel the tears on my cheeks as well.
"Why?" This was the only word Eunhyuk can afford.
"I'm sorry. But... I don't love you anymore..."
"Is it my fault? Did I do anything wrong?"
"No. It's not really your fault... I mean, you didn't do anything wrong except of falling in love with someone else than me. But that's not your fault, I mean you can't decide whom to fall in love with, can you? So it's not your fault. And it's even my fault because I don't love you anymore. Why should we be together if we don't have those certain feelings for each other?"
"What? What are you talking about? Sungmin, I love only you! You are my one and everything! Or is it that you fell in love with someone else?"
"No. Currently, I'm not in love with anybody. Hyukjae! I'm trying to help you! We can't keep on living in the past! Life must go on! And sometimes life forces us to make decisions that hurt, but those decisions are the right solution. They might hurt, but it would hurt more if you wouldn't make them."
Oh no. He starts sobbing. I really don't know what to do... I mean, I'm the person who makes him cry, so I can't try comforting him, right? I'd never thought it would end like this... Why is he still holding on me? He can't be this clueless about his own feelings, can he?
"Why-why d-d-do y-y-you th-think I-I-I might lo-lo-ve some*hicks* el-else?"
"Hyukkie... Please stop crying... you just make it harder!"
"Bu-bu-but I LOVE YOU, Su-sung-mi-min!"
"I'm not sure if you really love me. I think that our entire relationship was built on a crush we had on each other... But you just don't realize it."
He just stares at me. At least he stopped sobbing. His eyes are all puffy and red. I feel so bad... I know my eyes are puffy and red as well, but I didn't sob like him. I'm used to cry quietly.
"Lee Sungmin. You really think I don't love you? How dare you? I love you with my... everything! I can't even express my feelings for you!"
"You might think you love me... are you sure? Maybe you just think that your feelings are love. Did you ever experience love before?"
"Sungmin, you know that you are my first love!"
"What if? Maybe. But you don't love me anymore."
"Wanna kidding me? Are you breaking up with me because you think I don't love you anymore?"
"No. There are two reasons for our break up. First, I don't love you anymore. Second, you love someone else. So where is the use to keep this relationship?"
"I'm okay with our break up. But I only agree with the first reason. Okay, if you don't love me anymore I won't force you. But DON'T YOU DARE TO SAY THAT I DON'T LOVE YOU, LEE SUNGMIN!!!"
Okayyy.. It's getting kinda awkward... I really don't know what to response.
End of POV
"Ya! Answer me, Sungmin!"
"..."
"LEE SUNGMIN!"
"Donghae."
"What?"
"You love Donghae."
"No, I don't love Donghae!"
"But you start to have feelings for him."
"What? Is it because you can't stand the fanservice anymore?"
"Eunhyuk, I think you know that I don't care about your fanservice anymore."
Yes, Eunhyuk knew it. But he never thought it would end up like this.
"I think you should try to figure your feelings out. I will give you time to think about this and then we can talk again."
After saying this words, Sungmin walked away.
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Kyuhyun POV
Where is Sungmin-hyung? Awww... I already miss him... WHAT AM I THINKING??? No, I don't miss him! Hmm... maybe he's somewhere with Eunhyuk-hyung. I'm so jealous of him and-STOP THINKING THIS KIND OF THINGS, CHO KYUHYUN! I'm NOT jealous of Eunhyuk-hyung! Okay. Not awkward, I'm just talking to myself. Everything is fine... As long as I have Sungmin-hyungs bunny next to me... Aish! Get him out of your mind, get him out!!! I really don't know what happens to me right now! I need to think about something else... Hmmm... the concert today? Nothing special. Just as always. ELF supported us with their screams... I won't be surprised if I get deaf... Starcraft? Yeah, I got two levels up... After-show-party at dorm? Still on-going... Even Zhou Mi and Henry are here... Just as noisy as always.... Sungmin-hyung might be on this party... STOP THINKING ABOUT HIM!!!
Just try to sleep, Kyuhyun...
"Ya! Kyuhyun! Why is my bunny on your bed?"
Haha. I even hear his voice... I should really think about something else... this is getting... sick. I mean, it is -
"Why not answer me? How can you be this disrespectful to your hyung?"
Hmmm... That seems too real to be a dream. I open my eyes, only to see Sungmin's face looking angry at me.
"Shit! I mean... I'm sorry, Hyung, I didn't hear you..."
"Did you become deaf from all the fangirls screaming? What is my bunny doing there, next to you, in your arms?"
Omo... his face is so close to mine, I can feel myself blush... shit! Shit and shit again!
"Kyuhyun, are you sick? You look like you have fever...."
"N-no! Ehm... I just drank too much..."
"That might be the reason why you took my bunny. Never mind, I need it... give it back!"
"Ye-yes, hyung..." Omg, I'm so lucky...
He takes his bunny, lays down on his bed, turning his face to the wall. What's wrong with him? His eyes are all puffy and red... did he cry?
A/N: Okay... Finally I still post it today xD a few more minutes and it would be the next day ;) Okay, it's fail... I just wrote anything, I have no idea how I got this ideas... btw, I gave Henry a cameo this chapter, since today is my mochi's birthday^^ So: Happy 21st Birthday, Henry Lau!
Genre: Fluff, Romance, tiny bit of angst, implied!smut
Pairing: None at the moment, but hints of Eunhae and other SJ-pairings
Rating: PG-15 (For Now)
Warning: Language, fail!plot
Summary: Sungmin and Eunhyuk were together, but Sungmin's didn't feel anything for Eunhyuk anymore, so he broke up.
- Flashback -
Sungmin POV
I couldn't stand this pretending anymore so I'm gonna break up with Hyukjae. This way, nobody will get hurt.. okay he will, maybe. But it's still better than continue playing this reckless game. This facing would hurt him even more if I would keep it...
"Hyukjae... Can we talk?"
"What's going on, Minnie?" I feel guilty... he's still clueless.
"Ehm. I don't know how to tell you...but... I think we should break up."
Silence. Omg. What now? I don't want to hurt him... After all, we were friends befor our relationship started, I want to keep this friendship, even though it seems impossible.
"Eunhyuk? Did you hear me? I'm sorry..."
Silence. I can see tears running down his cheeks. Suddenly, I want to take back my words. But it's too late. I can feel the tears on my cheeks as well.
"Why?" This was the only word Eunhyuk can afford.
"I'm sorry. But... I don't love you anymore..."
"Is it my fault? Did I do anything wrong?"
"No. It's not really your fault... I mean, you didn't do anything wrong except of falling in love with someone else than me. But that's not your fault, I mean you can't decide whom to fall in love with, can you? So it's not your fault. And it's even my fault because I don't love you anymore. Why should we be together if we don't have those certain feelings for each other?"
"What? What are you talking about? Sungmin, I love only you! You are my one and everything! Or is it that you fell in love with someone else?"
"No. Currently, I'm not in love with anybody. Hyukjae! I'm trying to help you! We can't keep on living in the past! Life must go on! And sometimes life forces us to make decisions that hurt, but those decisions are the right solution. They might hurt, but it would hurt more if you wouldn't make them."
Oh no. He starts sobbing. I really don't know what to do... I mean, I'm the person who makes him cry, so I can't try comforting him, right? I'd never thought it would end like this... Why is he still holding on me? He can't be this clueless about his own feelings, can he?
"Why-why d-d-do y-y-you th-think I-I-I might lo-lo-ve some*hicks* el-else?"
"Hyukkie... Please stop crying... you just make it harder!"
"Bu-bu-but I LOVE YOU, Su-sung-mi-min!"
"I'm not sure if you really love me. I think that our entire relationship was built on a crush we had on each other... But you just don't realize it."
He just stares at me. At least he stopped sobbing. His eyes are all puffy and red. I feel so bad... I know my eyes are puffy and red as well, but I didn't sob like him. I'm used to cry quietly.
"Lee Sungmin. You really think I don't love you? How dare you? I love you with my... everything! I can't even express my feelings for you!"
"You might think you love me... are you sure? Maybe you just think that your feelings are love. Did you ever experience love before?"
"Sungmin, you know that you are my first love!"
"What if? Maybe. But you don't love me anymore."
"Wanna kidding me? Are you breaking up with me because you think I don't love you anymore?"
"No. There are two reasons for our break up. First, I don't love you anymore. Second, you love someone else. So where is the use to keep this relationship?"
"I'm okay with our break up. But I only agree with the first reason. Okay, if you don't love me anymore I won't force you. But DON'T YOU DARE TO SAY THAT I DON'T LOVE YOU, LEE SUNGMIN!!!"
Okayyy.. It's getting kinda awkward... I really don't know what to response.
End of POV
"Ya! Answer me, Sungmin!"
"..."
"LEE SUNGMIN!"
"Donghae."
"What?"
"You love Donghae."
"No, I don't love Donghae!"
"But you start to have feelings for him."
"What? Is it because you can't stand the fanservice anymore?"
"Eunhyuk, I think you know that I don't care about your fanservice anymore."
Yes, Eunhyuk knew it. But he never thought it would end up like this.
"I think you should try to figure your feelings out. I will give you time to think about this and then we can talk again."
After saying this words, Sungmin walked away.
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Kyuhyun POV
Where is Sungmin-hyung? Awww... I already miss him... WHAT AM I THINKING??? No, I don't miss him! Hmm... maybe he's somewhere with Eunhyuk-hyung. I'm so jealous of him and-STOP THINKING THIS KIND OF THINGS, CHO KYUHYUN! I'm NOT jealous of Eunhyuk-hyung! Okay. Not awkward, I'm just talking to myself. Everything is fine... As long as I have Sungmin-hyungs bunny next to me... Aish! Get him out of your mind, get him out!!! I really don't know what happens to me right now! I need to think about something else... Hmmm... the concert today? Nothing special. Just as always. ELF supported us with their screams... I won't be surprised if I get deaf... Starcraft? Yeah, I got two levels up... After-show-party at dorm? Still on-going... Even Zhou Mi and Henry are here... Just as noisy as always.... Sungmin-hyung might be on this party... STOP THINKING ABOUT HIM!!!
Just try to sleep, Kyuhyun...
"Ya! Kyuhyun! Why is my bunny on your bed?"
Haha. I even hear his voice... I should really think about something else... this is getting... sick. I mean, it is -
"Why not answer me? How can you be this disrespectful to your hyung?"
Hmmm... That seems too real to be a dream. I open my eyes, only to see Sungmin's face looking angry at me.
"Shit! I mean... I'm sorry, Hyung, I didn't hear you..."
"Did you become deaf from all the fangirls screaming? What is my bunny doing there, next to you, in your arms?"
Omo... his face is so close to mine, I can feel myself blush... shit! Shit and shit again!
"Kyuhyun, are you sick? You look like you have fever...."
"N-no! Ehm... I just drank too much..."
"That might be the reason why you took my bunny. Never mind, I need it... give it back!"
"Ye-yes, hyung..." Omg, I'm so lucky...
He takes his bunny, lays down on his bed, turning his face to the wall. What's wrong with him? His eyes are all puffy and red... did he cry?
A/N: Okay... Finally I still post it today xD a few more minutes and it would be the next day ;) Okay, it's fail... I just wrote anything, I have no idea how I got this ideas... btw, I gave Henry a cameo this chapter, since today is my mochi's birthday^^ So: Happy 21st Birthday, Henry Lau!