Childhood Love (15/?)
Genre: Fluff, Romance
Pairings: main!Kyumin, quite-a-lot!Eunhae, minor!Yewook, mentions of other pairings
Rating: PG-13
Summary: This is the love and also life story (okay until their twenties) of Sungmin, Kyuhyun, Eunhyuk, Donghae and Ryeowook. The story tells about how they grow up and closer and also how they will find their first and maybe ever-lasting love. In this chapter, good and bad things will happen. But more good things ;)
"Donghae.", Sungmin entered the room while Donghae was playing some games on his laptop.
"Mmmh?"
"Are you still angry with Hyukkie?"
"Yup.", Donghae said without looking at him.
"Why?"
"I have the feeling that I like him more than he likes me and that makes me angry." Donghae still didn't raise his head.
"Oh, you mean that? You know, actually... Hyuk was only saying this because he didn't want both of you too be too upset... It's not that he doesn't like you."
"Really?"
"Hyukkie practically loves you!", Sungmin exclaimed and this time, Donghae stared at him and blushed immediately.
"What?", he whispered. Sungmin's eyes widened as he realized what he just said.
"Aahhhh... forget it.", he said, blushed too and ran out of the room, leaving a confused Donghae behind. Just in the moment Sungmin leaved, Eunhyuk entered the room. He just came back from his dance lessons.
"I can smell a fishy scent in my room.", he grunted coldly without looking at Donghae.
"Jealous to smell such a great scent? Different from your own, right?", the latter replied in the same manner. Eunhyuk didn't answer and just sat down on his bed, turning on his iPod and listening to music. Donghae just sighed. He was somehow tired of being angry the whole time. And since he already knew the real reason behind Eunhyuk's behavior, he felt really bad for treating Eunhyuk that mean.
"Ehm... Hyukkie...", Donghae asked hesistatingly, not really knowing if he really should adress the other one with his nickname. Eunhyuk looked at him and Donghae was surprised to see tears in the corner of his eyes.
"...Hyuk...?", Donghae whispered quietly but Eunhyuk was already running towards him and hugged him tightly.
"I'm so so-sorry, Ha-hae...", he started to sob. Donghae didn't know why and how but he also started to cry and they ended up crying their soul of while holding each other in their arms. It was quite an awkward situation for people who would have watched but both of them, Donghae and Eunhyuk, found it more relieving to finally let out all their neglected feelings.
"I'm so so-sorry tha-that I acted that stu-stupid when I to-told yo-you that we we-were going to mo-move and that I ig-ignored yo-you...",, Eunhyuk finally bursted out and sobbed even louder. Donghae was quite surprised to hear that since he was about to claim the whole responsibility for himself.
"Hy-hyukkie...", was everything he could afford in that moment. It was silent for a while in which both were still sobbing until Eunhyuk calmed down.
"Yes, Hae?", he whispered out quietly. Donghae couldn't say anything because of his still remaining sobs. Eunhyuk smiled to himself and stroked the younger's back gently. "Shshhh, Hae, it's okay... Stop crying..."
"I-I so mi-missed you!", Donghae could afford between his sobs and his crying also calmed down. His and Eunhyuk's eyes were all puffy and red but they couldn't have care less.
"I missed you too, Hae... I'm really sorry.", Eunhyuk repeated. He couldn't really express in words how sorry he was and the same thing was with Donghae. Well, both of them were about the same when it came to stupidness.
"It's my fault... I shouldn't have ignore you and understand you better.", Donghae treid to take his part of responsibility. Eunhyuk just shook his head, bent forward and kissed Donghae lightly on the cheeks. The latter blushed immediately.
"It doesn't matter, Hae. I just want to be your best friend again. I don't really care who did wrong and who did right. Just be friends again, okay?" Donghae nodded.
"Okay, Hyukkie... Let's be friends again and never fight again!", he exclaimed and hugged Eunhyuk in joy.
Meanwhile, someone else was standing in front of the room's door, smiling but being kind of broken at the same time. The second feeling was caused by an egoistic touch.
"Well, at least they made up again.", he thought gladly. But there was still a bittersweet hint in his thoughts.
The following months, Sungmin would have to spend his time with Shindong, who really came for an exchange to the USA, just like Donghae. It didn't really bothered him, since he was very comfortable around the food-loving and charming kid. It was more that he missed his brother. 'Well, at least they made up again.' Indeed.
"Hey, Sungmin! I found this great book about Indonesian food right there!", Shindong exclaimed happily. He and Sungmin where currently sitting in the library and learning Maths since both of them weren't that good in that subject.
"Great, Dong-dong! But what do you need this for?", Sungmin smiled. His friend was always that bouncy when it came to food.
"Mmmh... Don't know but it's about food! Hey, what are you doing there? I thought you were supposed to learn for Maths! But you are tipping something in your cell...?"
"Pfffh...Don't tell me that I'm supposed to learn Maths, Mr. I-love-food-way-too-much.", Sungmin defended himself. Shindong frowned.
"You aren't waiting for a call from Hyuk, aren't you?"
"N-no! What are you talking about? Why would I do that?", Sungmin said a bit too fast. Shindong grinned.
"Don't even try to lie to me, Mr. Lee.", he retorted. Sungmin sighed.
"No, it's really nothing, Shindong...", he sighed and just went away, leaving a confused and worried Shindong back. Sungmin just went home, without looking at anyone. Was it really bad that he was kinda jealous on Donghae now? Well, he supposed so. Since Donghae was their guest, they had to treat him good and giving him his brother was a part of that, right? It was not like he would stay forever.
It was another point where Sungmin missed Kyuhyun. It was always that Sungmin and Kyuhyun would be together while Hyukjae and Donghae were together. No one was jealous and everyone was was happy. Now Kyuhyun wasn't there and of course, Sungmin had his own friends, like Seungri and Shindong but it was something completely else than having a best friend or a twin. He sighed again. Well, it sounded egoistic but there were only 2 more months to go and he and Hyuk would never see Donghae again.
Sungmin stopped and smacked himself. "Ya! What are you thinking there, Lee Sungmin! It's like you want him to go! You really are a great host!", he said loudly to himself. He was in the middle of the street and several passer-bys looked at him weirdly. A thirteen-year-old asian boy was standing on the street, smacking and talking to himself. Those foreigners were really strange. Sungmin didn't even realized it and just continued his way home.
When he arrived, he could already hear the loud noises coming out of Donghae's and Eunhyuk's shared room. Sungmin had volunteered to use the guest room during Donghae's exchange, so the latter could share a room with his best friend. 'Don't be egoistic. Who are you to act like that?', Sungmin kept repeating in his head. It helped a bit. But only a bit.
Of course, Eunhyuk was way too insensitive to notice the suffer his twin-brother went through. Well, but someone else was sensitive enough to notice it.
"Naaaah, Sungmin, mind to tell me what's going on with you?", Ryeowook grinned and sat down next to Sungmin who was sitting on the couch in the living room, watching news. Sungmin would never watch news. He thought they were boring.
"Wha-what? I'm okay! How did you get the idea that something is wrong with me?", Sungmin jerked. He stared at his little brother in fear. He didn't want to bother other people with his own problems.
"Minni Hyung, tell me please... I don't like it to see you like this." Sungmin sighed.
"Well, only if you tell me what's going on between you and Yesung.", he smirked. Ryeowook blushed immediately.
"Wha-what? Why? I mean... there's nothing wrong and-"
"Are you trying to fucking kidding me? Just tell." Ryeowook shook his head fiercely and seemed really desperated. "Hey, it can't be that bad, can it?", Sungmin frowned but Ryeowook just nodded.
"It's bad and weird. Actually, I can't sleep anymore..."
"Woaaah... That's bad... Just tell me! I'm your brother, right?" Ryeowook nodded.
"Well, you were right that the problem is about Yesung... ehm... I don't know how to describe it but... I think I like him." Sungmin blinked a few times.
"He is like your best friend... I know that you like him." Ryeowook pressed his lips together.
"You don't get what I mean... I think, I really like him." Sungmin's mouth formed a perfect 'o' - shape.
"Oh.", was all he could afford in that moment. His little brother blushed even harder and nodded slowly. "Ehm, well, since when do you like him?", Sungmin started to recover from the shock he just got. Ryeowook exhaled slowly.
"Hmm.... I think it started when he began to contact me though I'm in the US, 6000 miles away... I mean, I never though that I would mean more to him than just a friend who teaches you to play the piano... And I answered and he replied... He is so nice and funny and sacrifices a lot of his free time for messaging me, that's just awesome! You know that I really like it when people care about me, especially since I didn't have that much friends when I was young.... So I think that's how it started."
Sungmin had followed Ryeowook's explanation from the start to the end and was quite surprised. So that was how people fall in love? Sungmin was a quite romantic guy. He always thought of falling in love at the first sight, like a girl trapping, the guy catches her, they look each other in the eyes and the marriage date is practically settled. But this... seemed much more realistic.
Falling in love with a friend you've known for quite a long time, realizing that you like, or better to say, love almost everything about him, his mistakes and fails. That your heart suddenly jumps all of sudden when you see him and you don't know why because that feeling is so unusual, because it never happened before when you saw him or heard his voice. Did it came all of sudden? Or did it came slowly, too slowly for you realizing it? Sungmin didn't know it. He never experienced a feeling like that before.
He loved Eunhyuk and Ryeowook. His Umma and his Appa. All his friends. Mr. Bunny. But he knew that it wasn't that what Ryeowook was feeling.
"So why are you avoiding him again? I mean... If you really like him, it's great that you have contact isn't it?" Ryeowook looked at the ground again.
"Hyung... You see, we are best friends, we've known each other for almost ten years now... It's weird to fall in love with you best friend, isn't it? And we are both guys... You have to admit that it's weird, right?", his voice sounded so desperated that Sungmin felt his heart clenching at the sight of his little brother struggling with himself like this.
"Wookie...", he started and hugged him. "My opinion is... that it's not weird at all. When you really love a person, it doesn't matter what the person is like... Even if it's the most disgusting person on this world, he is still lovable in his own way. And there is always at least one person who knows how lovable that other person is. It doesn't matter if you are friends or even best friends. I think that it's a bit more difficult but not impossible. I bet that a lot of people already fell in love with a person they've known for a long time. But the fact that you are both guys, doesn't matter at all, I think. I know that it's not welcomed in many countries but I give a damn fuck about it. As long as you are happy and as long as you know exactly that this person is the right one for you, it doesn't matter who it is or what he did in his life. That's my personal opinion, Ryeowook....", Sungmin ended his long speech. Then he looked at Ryeowook who was smiling with tears in his eyes now.
"Thanks a lot Sungmin Hyung... You helped me a lot...", he whispered out and hugged him back tightly. "Glad that I could help you...", Sungmin smiled. Ryeowook smiled sweetly.
"Now it's my turn. Tell me why you are upset!", he said and Sungmin stared at him.
"Ehm... I don't know what you are talking about...", he tried to get himself out of the extamination.
"Hyung... I want to help you like you helped me, okay? It seems like this isn't a problem you can solve by yourself, so tell me, please! I really want to help you!", Ryeowook was practically screaming. Sungmin sighed.
"Well... It sounds nonsense and I don't want to bother you with something like that, Wook..." Ryeowook stared at him with a emotionless face expression. Sungmin pressed his lips together. "I don't know how to say it... But Eunhyuk doesn't care about me anymore since Donghae is here. I actually don't want to mind because I'm really happy that they made up again but... I feel left alone... You have Yesung and when we were still in Korea, I had Kyu but now... I have friends but that's not the same because they are not my best friends. I feel lonely... But that's so stupid with a very immature reason. I don't want to bother you with those kind of things."
Ryeowook nodded slowly. "I see.", he said. Nothing more. Sungmin frowned. "It's okay, it's stupid. Just forget it..." Ryeowook shook his head. "No! It's absolutely understandable that you feel lonely without a best friend. I also think that Hyukkie Hyung should pay more attention to you. But you know him, he's always like hat. Too insensitive to notice that he's hurting otehr people with his acts. Don't worry, I think I know what to do."
"But don't tell him about me! I don't want to bother his and Donghae's relationship, really. They are so happy together and I'm just another person who would disturb their friendship with my jealously.." Ryeowook patted his back.
"It's okay, Minnie Hyung... I promise that I won't mention our talk here... But really, I want to help you! You are my brother and you helped me a lot... Okay?" Sungmin pressed his lips together again.
"Okay, Wook... I trust you! Thanks a lot... You are so great. I bet Yesungie also like you!", He smiled happily and giggled when he saw Ryeowook blushing.
"Waaah! Adorable!"
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"Eunhyukkie~", Ryeowook said while entering the room. Eunhyuk was playing cards with Donghae and it seemed like he was about to lose since he would make dissatisfied noises from time to time. He looked up at his little brother and forced a smile. He wasn't in the mood to talk now.
"Yes, Wookie? Make it quick, I'm currently trying to show that piece of retard who's the real master in UNO here!" Donghae smacked his head and Eunhyuk smacked him back.
"Ehm... Nevermind, but could you please come to my room when you two are done with you game? No offense meant, Donghae, but I'd like to ask Hyuk a question which is quite intimate... maybe too intimate for you to hear it?", Ryeowook said though he was hesistating a bit. But Donghae just showed his angelic smile.
"No problem, Wook! I guess it's okay to be seperated from Eunhyuk for a while for you spending a but more times with you brother... You are my favorite Dongsaeng, after all!" Ryeowook smiled at him Donghae was so nice, he could understand that Sungmin didn't want to bother him and Eunhyuk.
"So, what is it, Wook?", Eunhyuk asked when they were alone. Ryeowook fumbled with his hands. He didn't know how to start and the last thing that he wanted was to disappoint Sungmin.
"Eunhyuk, tell me the 5 most important persons in you life!" Eunhyuk stared at him in surprise.
"Ehm... Okay...? Sungmin hyung, Donghae, you, Umma, Appa and Shindong, I guess... yes, that's it." Ryeowook nodded.
"You counted Sungmin Hyung before you counted Donghae Hyung... Why?", he asked curiously. Eunhyuk stared at him again.
"I think it doesn't matter, does it?" Ryeowook didn't answer and Eunhyuk sighed. "Well, that's easy, of course. I know Sungmin Hyung since I can think, he's my Hyung, we were always together, of course he would be the most precious person in my life... Donghae is my best friend and I really love him a lot, but it's absolutely not the same. He's my friend, Sungmin Hyung's my twin.", he stated simply. Ryeowook nodded again.
"That means you care a lot about Sungmin Hyung, right?" Eunhyuk frowned.
"Of course I do! What a stupid question!", he said in an offensed manner.
"Well then, did you notice a change? Did you notice that he changed in the last few months? You care a lot about him, right? So can you tell who is his best friend?" Ryeowook continued. Eunhyuk stared at him. He didn't know why his little brother was attacking him all of sudden. Of course he knew who Sungmin's best friend was.
"I don't think that he changed. He is still the same Sungmin Hyung. And his best friend is Kyuhyun of -", his jaw dropped when realization hit him. "-course.", he ended his sentence and stared into Ryeowook's desperated looking, little cute face.
"Thank you.", he said, stood up and rushed out of the room. Sungmin was laying on his bed, staring at the ceiling and counting the points on the wall. He didn't notice that Eunhyuk was entering the room until someone was jumping on his bed.
"Hyung!" Sungmin jerked.
"Hyuk! Why are you here? I mean... Where's Donghae?" Eunhyuk didn't answer and hugged him.
"I'm sorry that I didn't pay attention to you because of Donghae! You are the most important person in my life and I didn't realize that I was practically ignoring you since my best friend was here. I know that your best friend isn't here and that you might be lonely and I honestly apologize to you, Sungmin Hyung! I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry!", he blurted out but Sungmin didn't react. He didn't even move an inch in Eunhyuk's tight hug. Eunhyuk was about to pull away when he felt something wet on his arms.
"Hyung... Are you... crying?", he asked carefully.
"No, you retard. My eyes are sweating.", Sungmin sobbed out and ruffled Eunhyuk's hair. Eunhyuk laughed and ruffled Sungmin's hair.
"Don't cry Hyung. You are my Hyung. If you cry, I might imitate you and you don't want me to be a crybaby, right?" Sungmin smiled under his tears and hugged Eunhyuk back.
"Actually... I was happy that you were happy with Donghae. He is your best friend and you haven't seen each other for quite a while... I was so happy when you made up again and just imagine how stupid it would be when I was jealous of Donghae after bringing you two together again!"
"Waah... You are so awesome, Hyung! I would never be happy if you would ignore me!", Eunhyuk grinned.
"Well, but you see that I was not that happy in the end, right?", Sungmin smiled weakly.
"I'm sorry that I didn't notice... I promise that I will pay more attention to you from now on!"
"Ya! Lee Hyukjae! Stop apologizing! It makes me feel weird... It's actually okay as long as my twin brother is happy... Really!"
"Mmmhhh... Nooo... I'm only happy if I can make my brother happy! No complaining!", Eunhyuk retorted and stuck out his tongue.
"Whatever.", Sungmin said and stuck out his own tongue.
A/N: Haha... I'm so sorry that it took at long xD I was... just lazy! *bows for apologize* Ehm... I dedicate this whole fic to my best friend ever!!! Rina, I love you ~ Let's get married xD (though we are already married through facebook :P) Haha, no JK, I hope that I can bring you together with Goldie at some time. I swear. That would make me SO happy. I think even happier than Ye Zi >.<
I dedicate this to you, crazygirl95 , because you are the most awesome person I EVER met! I never want to lose you. I swear. And because you always say that this is cute :D I will always show you the raw version of my fics which I usually write in school in my textbook, which are usually not modified and you still support me the most out of everyone I know! <3 (Woaaah but I still love all my supporting readers out there A LOT!)
Pairings: main!Kyumin, quite-a-lot!Eunhae, minor!Yewook, mentions of other pairings
Rating: PG-13
Summary: This is the love and also life story (okay until their twenties) of Sungmin, Kyuhyun, Eunhyuk, Donghae and Ryeowook. The story tells about how they grow up and closer and also how they will find their first and maybe ever-lasting love. In this chapter, good and bad things will happen. But more good things ;)
"Donghae.", Sungmin entered the room while Donghae was playing some games on his laptop.
"Mmmh?"
"Are you still angry with Hyukkie?"
"Yup.", Donghae said without looking at him.
"Why?"
"I have the feeling that I like him more than he likes me and that makes me angry." Donghae still didn't raise his head.
"Oh, you mean that? You know, actually... Hyuk was only saying this because he didn't want both of you too be too upset... It's not that he doesn't like you."
"Really?"
"Hyukkie practically loves you!", Sungmin exclaimed and this time, Donghae stared at him and blushed immediately.
"What?", he whispered. Sungmin's eyes widened as he realized what he just said.
"Aahhhh... forget it.", he said, blushed too and ran out of the room, leaving a confused Donghae behind. Just in the moment Sungmin leaved, Eunhyuk entered the room. He just came back from his dance lessons.
"I can smell a fishy scent in my room.", he grunted coldly without looking at Donghae.
"Jealous to smell such a great scent? Different from your own, right?", the latter replied in the same manner. Eunhyuk didn't answer and just sat down on his bed, turning on his iPod and listening to music. Donghae just sighed. He was somehow tired of being angry the whole time. And since he already knew the real reason behind Eunhyuk's behavior, he felt really bad for treating Eunhyuk that mean.
"Ehm... Hyukkie...", Donghae asked hesistatingly, not really knowing if he really should adress the other one with his nickname. Eunhyuk looked at him and Donghae was surprised to see tears in the corner of his eyes.
"...Hyuk...?", Donghae whispered quietly but Eunhyuk was already running towards him and hugged him tightly.
"I'm so so-sorry, Ha-hae...", he started to sob. Donghae didn't know why and how but he also started to cry and they ended up crying their soul of while holding each other in their arms. It was quite an awkward situation for people who would have watched but both of them, Donghae and Eunhyuk, found it more relieving to finally let out all their neglected feelings.
"I'm so so-sorry tha-that I acted that stu-stupid when I to-told yo-you that we we-were going to mo-move and that I ig-ignored yo-you...",, Eunhyuk finally bursted out and sobbed even louder. Donghae was quite surprised to hear that since he was about to claim the whole responsibility for himself.
"Hy-hyukkie...", was everything he could afford in that moment. It was silent for a while in which both were still sobbing until Eunhyuk calmed down.
"Yes, Hae?", he whispered out quietly. Donghae couldn't say anything because of his still remaining sobs. Eunhyuk smiled to himself and stroked the younger's back gently. "Shshhh, Hae, it's okay... Stop crying..."
"I-I so mi-missed you!", Donghae could afford between his sobs and his crying also calmed down. His and Eunhyuk's eyes were all puffy and red but they couldn't have care less.
"I missed you too, Hae... I'm really sorry.", Eunhyuk repeated. He couldn't really express in words how sorry he was and the same thing was with Donghae. Well, both of them were about the same when it came to stupidness.
"It's my fault... I shouldn't have ignore you and understand you better.", Donghae treid to take his part of responsibility. Eunhyuk just shook his head, bent forward and kissed Donghae lightly on the cheeks. The latter blushed immediately.
"It doesn't matter, Hae. I just want to be your best friend again. I don't really care who did wrong and who did right. Just be friends again, okay?" Donghae nodded.
"Okay, Hyukkie... Let's be friends again and never fight again!", he exclaimed and hugged Eunhyuk in joy.
Meanwhile, someone else was standing in front of the room's door, smiling but being kind of broken at the same time. The second feeling was caused by an egoistic touch.
"Well, at least they made up again.", he thought gladly. But there was still a bittersweet hint in his thoughts.
The following months, Sungmin would have to spend his time with Shindong, who really came for an exchange to the USA, just like Donghae. It didn't really bothered him, since he was very comfortable around the food-loving and charming kid. It was more that he missed his brother. 'Well, at least they made up again.' Indeed.
"Hey, Sungmin! I found this great book about Indonesian food right there!", Shindong exclaimed happily. He and Sungmin where currently sitting in the library and learning Maths since both of them weren't that good in that subject.
"Great, Dong-dong! But what do you need this for?", Sungmin smiled. His friend was always that bouncy when it came to food.
"Mmmh... Don't know but it's about food! Hey, what are you doing there? I thought you were supposed to learn for Maths! But you are tipping something in your cell...?"
"Pfffh...Don't tell me that I'm supposed to learn Maths, Mr. I-love-food-way-too-much.", Sungmin defended himself. Shindong frowned.
"You aren't waiting for a call from Hyuk, aren't you?"
"N-no! What are you talking about? Why would I do that?", Sungmin said a bit too fast. Shindong grinned.
"Don't even try to lie to me, Mr. Lee.", he retorted. Sungmin sighed.
"No, it's really nothing, Shindong...", he sighed and just went away, leaving a confused and worried Shindong back. Sungmin just went home, without looking at anyone. Was it really bad that he was kinda jealous on Donghae now? Well, he supposed so. Since Donghae was their guest, they had to treat him good and giving him his brother was a part of that, right? It was not like he would stay forever.
It was another point where Sungmin missed Kyuhyun. It was always that Sungmin and Kyuhyun would be together while Hyukjae and Donghae were together. No one was jealous and everyone was was happy. Now Kyuhyun wasn't there and of course, Sungmin had his own friends, like Seungri and Shindong but it was something completely else than having a best friend or a twin. He sighed again. Well, it sounded egoistic but there were only 2 more months to go and he and Hyuk would never see Donghae again.
Sungmin stopped and smacked himself. "Ya! What are you thinking there, Lee Sungmin! It's like you want him to go! You really are a great host!", he said loudly to himself. He was in the middle of the street and several passer-bys looked at him weirdly. A thirteen-year-old asian boy was standing on the street, smacking and talking to himself. Those foreigners were really strange. Sungmin didn't even realized it and just continued his way home.
When he arrived, he could already hear the loud noises coming out of Donghae's and Eunhyuk's shared room. Sungmin had volunteered to use the guest room during Donghae's exchange, so the latter could share a room with his best friend. 'Don't be egoistic. Who are you to act like that?', Sungmin kept repeating in his head. It helped a bit. But only a bit.
Of course, Eunhyuk was way too insensitive to notice the suffer his twin-brother went through. Well, but someone else was sensitive enough to notice it.
"Naaaah, Sungmin, mind to tell me what's going on with you?", Ryeowook grinned and sat down next to Sungmin who was sitting on the couch in the living room, watching news. Sungmin would never watch news. He thought they were boring.
"Wha-what? I'm okay! How did you get the idea that something is wrong with me?", Sungmin jerked. He stared at his little brother in fear. He didn't want to bother other people with his own problems.
"Minni Hyung, tell me please... I don't like it to see you like this." Sungmin sighed.
"Well, only if you tell me what's going on between you and Yesung.", he smirked. Ryeowook blushed immediately.
"Wha-what? Why? I mean... there's nothing wrong and-"
"Are you trying to fucking kidding me? Just tell." Ryeowook shook his head fiercely and seemed really desperated. "Hey, it can't be that bad, can it?", Sungmin frowned but Ryeowook just nodded.
"It's bad and weird. Actually, I can't sleep anymore..."
"Woaaah... That's bad... Just tell me! I'm your brother, right?" Ryeowook nodded.
"Well, you were right that the problem is about Yesung... ehm... I don't know how to describe it but... I think I like him." Sungmin blinked a few times.
"He is like your best friend... I know that you like him." Ryeowook pressed his lips together.
"You don't get what I mean... I think, I really like him." Sungmin's mouth formed a perfect 'o' - shape.
"Oh.", was all he could afford in that moment. His little brother blushed even harder and nodded slowly. "Ehm, well, since when do you like him?", Sungmin started to recover from the shock he just got. Ryeowook exhaled slowly.
"Hmm.... I think it started when he began to contact me though I'm in the US, 6000 miles away... I mean, I never though that I would mean more to him than just a friend who teaches you to play the piano... And I answered and he replied... He is so nice and funny and sacrifices a lot of his free time for messaging me, that's just awesome! You know that I really like it when people care about me, especially since I didn't have that much friends when I was young.... So I think that's how it started."
Sungmin had followed Ryeowook's explanation from the start to the end and was quite surprised. So that was how people fall in love? Sungmin was a quite romantic guy. He always thought of falling in love at the first sight, like a girl trapping, the guy catches her, they look each other in the eyes and the marriage date is practically settled. But this... seemed much more realistic.
Falling in love with a friend you've known for quite a long time, realizing that you like, or better to say, love almost everything about him, his mistakes and fails. That your heart suddenly jumps all of sudden when you see him and you don't know why because that feeling is so unusual, because it never happened before when you saw him or heard his voice. Did it came all of sudden? Or did it came slowly, too slowly for you realizing it? Sungmin didn't know it. He never experienced a feeling like that before.
He loved Eunhyuk and Ryeowook. His Umma and his Appa. All his friends. Mr. Bunny. But he knew that it wasn't that what Ryeowook was feeling.
"So why are you avoiding him again? I mean... If you really like him, it's great that you have contact isn't it?" Ryeowook looked at the ground again.
"Hyung... You see, we are best friends, we've known each other for almost ten years now... It's weird to fall in love with you best friend, isn't it? And we are both guys... You have to admit that it's weird, right?", his voice sounded so desperated that Sungmin felt his heart clenching at the sight of his little brother struggling with himself like this.
"Wookie...", he started and hugged him. "My opinion is... that it's not weird at all. When you really love a person, it doesn't matter what the person is like... Even if it's the most disgusting person on this world, he is still lovable in his own way. And there is always at least one person who knows how lovable that other person is. It doesn't matter if you are friends or even best friends. I think that it's a bit more difficult but not impossible. I bet that a lot of people already fell in love with a person they've known for a long time. But the fact that you are both guys, doesn't matter at all, I think. I know that it's not welcomed in many countries but I give a damn fuck about it. As long as you are happy and as long as you know exactly that this person is the right one for you, it doesn't matter who it is or what he did in his life. That's my personal opinion, Ryeowook....", Sungmin ended his long speech. Then he looked at Ryeowook who was smiling with tears in his eyes now.
"Thanks a lot Sungmin Hyung... You helped me a lot...", he whispered out and hugged him back tightly. "Glad that I could help you...", Sungmin smiled. Ryeowook smiled sweetly.
"Now it's my turn. Tell me why you are upset!", he said and Sungmin stared at him.
"Ehm... I don't know what you are talking about...", he tried to get himself out of the extamination.
"Hyung... I want to help you like you helped me, okay? It seems like this isn't a problem you can solve by yourself, so tell me, please! I really want to help you!", Ryeowook was practically screaming. Sungmin sighed.
"Well... It sounds nonsense and I don't want to bother you with something like that, Wook..." Ryeowook stared at him with a emotionless face expression. Sungmin pressed his lips together. "I don't know how to say it... But Eunhyuk doesn't care about me anymore since Donghae is here. I actually don't want to mind because I'm really happy that they made up again but... I feel left alone... You have Yesung and when we were still in Korea, I had Kyu but now... I have friends but that's not the same because they are not my best friends. I feel lonely... But that's so stupid with a very immature reason. I don't want to bother you with those kind of things."
Ryeowook nodded slowly. "I see.", he said. Nothing more. Sungmin frowned. "It's okay, it's stupid. Just forget it..." Ryeowook shook his head. "No! It's absolutely understandable that you feel lonely without a best friend. I also think that Hyukkie Hyung should pay more attention to you. But you know him, he's always like hat. Too insensitive to notice that he's hurting otehr people with his acts. Don't worry, I think I know what to do."
"But don't tell him about me! I don't want to bother his and Donghae's relationship, really. They are so happy together and I'm just another person who would disturb their friendship with my jealously.." Ryeowook patted his back.
"It's okay, Minnie Hyung... I promise that I won't mention our talk here... But really, I want to help you! You are my brother and you helped me a lot... Okay?" Sungmin pressed his lips together again.
"Okay, Wook... I trust you! Thanks a lot... You are so great. I bet Yesungie also like you!", He smiled happily and giggled when he saw Ryeowook blushing.
"Waaah! Adorable!"
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"Eunhyukkie~", Ryeowook said while entering the room. Eunhyuk was playing cards with Donghae and it seemed like he was about to lose since he would make dissatisfied noises from time to time. He looked up at his little brother and forced a smile. He wasn't in the mood to talk now.
"Yes, Wookie? Make it quick, I'm currently trying to show that piece of retard who's the real master in UNO here!" Donghae smacked his head and Eunhyuk smacked him back.
"Ehm... Nevermind, but could you please come to my room when you two are done with you game? No offense meant, Donghae, but I'd like to ask Hyuk a question which is quite intimate... maybe too intimate for you to hear it?", Ryeowook said though he was hesistating a bit. But Donghae just showed his angelic smile.
"No problem, Wook! I guess it's okay to be seperated from Eunhyuk for a while for you spending a but more times with you brother... You are my favorite Dongsaeng, after all!" Ryeowook smiled at him Donghae was so nice, he could understand that Sungmin didn't want to bother him and Eunhyuk.
"So, what is it, Wook?", Eunhyuk asked when they were alone. Ryeowook fumbled with his hands. He didn't know how to start and the last thing that he wanted was to disappoint Sungmin.
"Eunhyuk, tell me the 5 most important persons in you life!" Eunhyuk stared at him in surprise.
"Ehm... Okay...? Sungmin hyung, Donghae, you, Umma, Appa and Shindong, I guess... yes, that's it." Ryeowook nodded.
"You counted Sungmin Hyung before you counted Donghae Hyung... Why?", he asked curiously. Eunhyuk stared at him again.
"I think it doesn't matter, does it?" Ryeowook didn't answer and Eunhyuk sighed. "Well, that's easy, of course. I know Sungmin Hyung since I can think, he's my Hyung, we were always together, of course he would be the most precious person in my life... Donghae is my best friend and I really love him a lot, but it's absolutely not the same. He's my friend, Sungmin Hyung's my twin.", he stated simply. Ryeowook nodded again.
"That means you care a lot about Sungmin Hyung, right?" Eunhyuk frowned.
"Of course I do! What a stupid question!", he said in an offensed manner.
"Well then, did you notice a change? Did you notice that he changed in the last few months? You care a lot about him, right? So can you tell who is his best friend?" Ryeowook continued. Eunhyuk stared at him. He didn't know why his little brother was attacking him all of sudden. Of course he knew who Sungmin's best friend was.
"I don't think that he changed. He is still the same Sungmin Hyung. And his best friend is Kyuhyun of -", his jaw dropped when realization hit him. "-course.", he ended his sentence and stared into Ryeowook's desperated looking, little cute face.
"Thank you.", he said, stood up and rushed out of the room. Sungmin was laying on his bed, staring at the ceiling and counting the points on the wall. He didn't notice that Eunhyuk was entering the room until someone was jumping on his bed.
"Hyung!" Sungmin jerked.
"Hyuk! Why are you here? I mean... Where's Donghae?" Eunhyuk didn't answer and hugged him.
"I'm sorry that I didn't pay attention to you because of Donghae! You are the most important person in my life and I didn't realize that I was practically ignoring you since my best friend was here. I know that your best friend isn't here and that you might be lonely and I honestly apologize to you, Sungmin Hyung! I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry!", he blurted out but Sungmin didn't react. He didn't even move an inch in Eunhyuk's tight hug. Eunhyuk was about to pull away when he felt something wet on his arms.
"Hyung... Are you... crying?", he asked carefully.
"No, you retard. My eyes are sweating.", Sungmin sobbed out and ruffled Eunhyuk's hair. Eunhyuk laughed and ruffled Sungmin's hair.
"Don't cry Hyung. You are my Hyung. If you cry, I might imitate you and you don't want me to be a crybaby, right?" Sungmin smiled under his tears and hugged Eunhyuk back.
"Actually... I was happy that you were happy with Donghae. He is your best friend and you haven't seen each other for quite a while... I was so happy when you made up again and just imagine how stupid it would be when I was jealous of Donghae after bringing you two together again!"
"Waah... You are so awesome, Hyung! I would never be happy if you would ignore me!", Eunhyuk grinned.
"Well, but you see that I was not that happy in the end, right?", Sungmin smiled weakly.
"I'm sorry that I didn't notice... I promise that I will pay more attention to you from now on!"
"Ya! Lee Hyukjae! Stop apologizing! It makes me feel weird... It's actually okay as long as my twin brother is happy... Really!"
"Mmmhhh... Nooo... I'm only happy if I can make my brother happy! No complaining!", Eunhyuk retorted and stuck out his tongue.
"Whatever.", Sungmin said and stuck out his own tongue.
A/N: Haha... I'm so sorry that it took at long xD I was... just lazy! *bows for apologize* Ehm... I dedicate this whole fic to my best friend ever!!! Rina, I love you ~ Let's get married xD (though we are already married through facebook :P) Haha, no JK, I hope that I can bring you together with Goldie at some time. I swear. That would make me SO happy. I think even happier than Ye Zi >.<
I dedicate this to you, crazygirl95 , because you are the most awesome person I EVER met! I never want to lose you. I swear. And because you always say that this is cute :D I will always show you the raw version of my fics which I usually write in school in my textbook, which are usually not modified and you still support me the most out of everyone I know! <3 (Woaaah but I still love all my supporting readers out there A LOT!)