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notjustanoldman August 29 2009, 10:44:22 UTC
So that's what goes on in the Genius Mage's head.

Kinna surprised not to see any blastia in there~

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She can get over it B| notjustanoldman September 1 2009, 18:27:28 UTC
[an old man's gotta do what an old man's gotta do]

All right then. You can tell her everything all by yourself since Yuri's disappeared before both he and I could. I already said I was going to tell her everything, but since you still don't trust me, that would be kind of pointless, wouldn't it? Just don't come cryin' ta me when it blows up in your face when your logic just ain't as good as our own decision.

Look, we both want the best for Estelle. It's either she lives in ignorant bliss or we tell her and help her through it. It didn't matter here. Maybe it wasn't the best choice, but it was a choice we made and if the time came to tell her, we would. Ya say yer thinkin' about Estelle, but yer only thinkin' it through your own eyes.

But hold on a minute, when did I become a murderer? Unless ya wanna count the joint effort with Alexei and Yeager and any battles I had been before teaming up with you guys, only other things I've killed were monsters.

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[1/2] Teenagers. They'll never get over it. :/ kyudousha September 1 2009, 18:41:37 UTC
[Playing the martyr? 8D]

If that was the result of putting all of your logics together, then I'm so much better off just using my own. I knew it was stupid- I knew it. I knew I was better off in Aspio. People are idiots no matter what you do and- And not worth the freakin' trouble.

And ignorance is never bliss. You know how she's going to feel when she realizes that us dumbasses hid something this important from her? She's going to feel horrible, horrible, and waiting it out is just going to make it worse. Like everything else. She deserves this, and she deserves to know about you. Because you've caused her so much pain and she's living next to you like you're innocent. You're not- You're even giving her that choice.

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[2/2] kyudousha September 1 2009, 18:43:01 UTC
And you- You don't even know what you did.

...

You don't even....

I don't...

I-

[Completely trailing off here. Good going. :/]

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Where's that age card >_> notjustanoldman September 1 2009, 18:49:39 UTC
[sighs]

You might be right, Rita. Maybe we should have told her. Or at least told her sooner. No one said we were never going to tell her. And I'll be honest with you, I pretty much forgot about it. We all carried our lives here and I had forgotten she was from an earlier time. Until she saw me in my uniform one day. That's when I told her I'd tell her the truth. But then things happened and we never had the chance.

Now I'm still not gettin' what you're tryin' ta tell me here. Since you're not tellin' me otherwise and I can't think of any other time when you were this pissed off at me, I'm guessin' yer talkin' about Baction.

Look, we fought. But you guys beat me. [actually he let them win but whatever] And after telling you my role in Alexei's plans, I stayed behind so you guys could escape. Alexei tried ta bury you guys in there with me, but I helped you out.

No one died back there. Except me.

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... I think that if she uses it, it's going to be her funeral. Dx kyudousha September 1 2009, 19:01:05 UTC
I'm not buying that. All I hear right now are excuses. Excuses. Things are going to happen, but Estelle. Estelle has to be the priority. You've hurt her so badly back where you come from - you could at least make it up to her here. Where she can still make that choice. You should spend the rest of your life making it up to her. If you've heard her screams - you've seen her cry - then you have no right to be joking around right now like it's nothing while she's being kept in the dark.

[Ho. Passionate Rita is passionate is fail. Okay.]

I don't believe that.

I can't believe that.

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Cos she'd be a babe--/shot notjustanoldman September 1 2009, 19:35:15 UTC
Well I'm gonna turn that right around on you. It's because I know she went all through that I'd rather she didn't know.

Some people go through life without knowing that something bad's happened and are able to live just as happily. Maybe I was being overprotective. Maybe it was my own way of trying to make it up to her, so she wouldn't have to suffer. A wrong decision, maybe. You never know what's going to happen in the future and there's no way you can predict it. You just make the decisions and do what you think is right at the time.

[figures]Look, you can either try to trust me or you can keep believing I'm some coldhearted traitor and just ignore everything I say and pass it off as lies. I can't force you to believe what I'm telling you, but I'm showing you all the cards and told you the truth. What you do with them is up to you ( ... )

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Technically, she'd die. .___. You know, Aer over-exposure and all. kyudousha September 1 2009, 20:12:53 UTC
Look, you're accusing me of being closed minded. But look at you. You're talking like you know all about Estelle. She's different from you. She's different from all of us, and the worst thing we can do to her is not give her that choice in the first place. How do you know what she'd want? She spent our entire journey trying to find out what she is, and now people are trying to hide it from her? What the hell is this supposed to be? Did you guys even think it through?

...

And like hell you're moving on. If you move on, I- I won't- I can't. You took that choice from me. You-

[She's suddenly silent. What the hell. :/]

... Where the hell are you right now.

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...Let's just ignore that. notjustanoldman September 1 2009, 20:18:27 UTC
So you're suggesting you know her better? Aren't you doin' the same thing you're accusin' us of doin'?

[.......uh oh]

Well no point in lyin'. I'm at my tavern.

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And I doubt she'd have boobs either, seeing as Aer-overexposure stunts growth. :/ kyudousha September 1 2009, 20:35:02 UTC
I think she knows herself better than any of us. And giving her the choice of knowing or not is better than toeing it around.

[Le click. She's coming. Oh she's coming. :/]

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But cards don't use Aer D8 notjustanoldman September 1 2009, 21:00:03 UTC
[writes his will just...waits >_>;]

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