It’s Complicated
Chapter Two - First session with you
“God, I’m so tired.”
“Stop complaining.” Jin sighed.
“Don’t boss me around, idiot.”
“Don’t call me idiot you bream!” Jin stuck his tongue out.
“B-bream?” Kame looked at Jin. “Fish?” Kame pointed himself.
“Just shut up and get out, we’re here.” Jin said as he stepped out of the car.
“Just shut up and get out of the car.” Kame mimicked whining while he was actually getting out of the car.
Jin glared at Kame lighting his cigarette.
They walked to the big white building. The building was the very same one where they met for the first time, the first time for them to see the therapist together.
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“Wake up!”
“5 minutes.” Ryo mumbled on his sleep.
“Ryo-kun!” Pi pushed the guy a little. “You’re going to be late!”
Ryo opened his eyes and sat up. “What time is it?”
“8.07AM.” Pi answered.
“Grap!” Ryo got up and started to dress his suit.
“Here.” Pi gave Ryo’s case to him.
“Thanks Tomohisa-kun.” Ryo noticed he had 10 minutes to get on the office. “I’m off!”
“Have a nice day. Oh and don’t forget we have to see the therapist tonight!” Pi waived at him before the door was closed. “I always told you to call me Yamapi or Pi.” He sighed.
--
“How has this first week been?” The therapist smiled at Jin and Kame.
“Fine.” Both Kame and Jin smiled. “Not really problems.”
“Oh and he even started working with me on the school.” Jin noted out.
The therapist looked at them.
“No problems at all?”
Jin and Kame shook their heads smiling.
Kame came off the shower. “Your turn.”
“If there is any warm water left.” Jin mumbled while he walked to the shower. “Oh, I was thinking. If the therapist asks today something, we’ve been fine. No problems at all. Okay?”
Kame nodded. “The better this goes, the faster we’re going to get out of this.” He agreed.
“How do you call each others?” Was the next question from the therapist.
“Uh-” Jin looked at Kame. He didn’t remember his name, neither did Kame.
A smirk started to appear on the therapist’s face. “So no problems at all, huh? Let’s start from the very first day.”
--
Pi was over bored. He remembered Ryo didn’t eat anything on the morning. Maybe he could make something and bring it to his work place, since he didn’t have work today.
He smiled as he started cooking. What would Ryo like?
As Pi finished cooking he was proud with the result. “I didn’t know I was this good cook.” Pi chuckled to himself.
He went on his car and started it, his destination was Ryo’s working place.
When he arrived at the place he looked the building. It was huge and made of glass. “Wow.” Pi walked to the first floor seeing a small info kind of thing. “Excuse me?”
“Yes?”
“Where can I reach Nishikido Ryo-san?” Pi asked politely.
“Nishikido Ryo-san?” The girl behind the table looked something from her computer. “Floor 14, room 6.”
“Floor 14, room 6?” Pi made sure. “Thank you.” He started to walk towards the elevator.
Pi pushed the second button from the up. “Ryo-chan’s on the second highest floor?” Pi looked outside as he saw everything through the class. He hoped Ryo will like his surprise.
As the doors opened Pi stepped on a straight hallway having offices on both sides of it, made of glass.
“One, two-” Pi walked. “Three four, five-” He stopped. “Six.” He smiled as he knocked on the door and heard ‘come in’.
Pi stepped in closing the door after him.
“Tomohisa-kun?!” Ryo was surprised to se him there. “What are you doing here?”
“Surprise.” Pi smiled at Ryo. “When do you have your lunch break?”
Ryo looked the clock on the wall. “In 17 minutes.”
“Oh, good. I can wait until then and let’s have a lunch together.” Pi smiled.
“What?” Ryo was still quite shocked.
“I made us some lunch since you didn’t eat any breakfast and I didn’t have work today so-” Pi chuckled.
How cute.
“O-okay.” Ryo heard the phone ringing. “Nishikido speaking.”
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“It all started because you told that you’re not working and I had to pay the rent by myself!!”
“Huh?! I started to work, didn’t I?!” Kame snarled back at Jin.
“And then you were being a smartass with your stupid clothes and-”
“I can’t believe I actually told you that you’d have some sense with clothes! You’re so lame!!” Kame slapped himself.
“Huh?! And you call me idiot all the time! You don’t even know my name, do you?!”
“Well Mr. Perfect. Let’s hear my name from your mouth. Plus it was you who called me a fucking bream this morning!!” Kame was doing his best not to attack on Jin.
“Okay, let’s calm down.” The therapist said.
“It-” Jin was about to start, but he shut up.
“You’re fighting way too much. You’re more like enemies than lovers. You’re supposed to at least act like lovers. This way you won’t notice what you’re missing if you-”
“HUH? This is the way we specifically do notice what we miss-”
“You don’t. Because you’re not acting like lovers.” The therapist sighed. “You just think you do.”
“I can’t help that we don’t get along that good.” Jin said and Kame nodded.
“That’s the only thing we agree actually.”
The therapist looked at them. “I have one exercise I want you to try with you.”
“Exercise?”
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“Uwah! This is so good!” Ryo ate it all cause of his hunger.
Pi smiled, eating himself as well. “Thank you.”
Ryo stopped eating.
“Ryo-chan?”
“Tell me something.” Ryo licked his lips. “Why are you so sure that Akanishi cheated on you?”
Pi made a small smile. “His name is Takeru.”
Eh?
“His phone calendar is full of ‘Takeru-something’. Go to meet Takeru and such, Takeru’s birthday and so on.” Pi sighed. “Plus when I ask him where he was he says he was on work.”
Ryo looked at Pi, noticing Pi was fighting back his tears.
“I gave him time to explain, I gave him time to be the one who says; I’m sorry.”
Ryo noticed a crystal clear tear running down on Pi’s smooth cheek.
“I’m sorry-” Pi wiped his tears. “This has nothing to do with you, I-” Pi stopped as he felt Ryo wiping of his tear.
“It has.” Ryo smiled caressing Pi’s cheek with his thumb. “After all, I am your boyfriend.” He smiled.
Pi looked at him. He had no idea for what Ryo was taking this so seriously.
“At least for these 2 months.” He laughed.
Pi just chucked. “Yeah.”
--
After Jin and Kame’s session ended they headed back home.
First thing Kame did was the same as always. He walked to the fridge, took a beer, and started to drink it. Kame sat on the sofa sighing.
Jin walked slowly next to him.
There was an awkward silence.
“W-wanna watch a movie?” Jin suggested.
Kame turned his eyes on Jin. Sipping his beer he just nodded. Kame got up and walked to the kitchen. “Just pick up a movie form the shelf”
Jin looked at the movie shelves. “Wow. You got few movies here.” He said looking tens of movies. “This one, maybe?” He mumbled as he took a movie.
Kame got back with few beers. “You want some?” He passed Jin one beer.
Jin accepted it. “Thanks.”
They sat on the sofa watching the comedy film Jin chose.
Kame noticed Jin sighing every once in awhile. “It was you who decided the movie you kno-”
“It’s not that.” Jin sighed once again.
Kame just looked at Jin. “What is it then?”
Jin looked at Kame. “You really wanna know?”
Kame just nodded.
“Right now, if I would be at home, my own home with Pi-” Jin started and Kame listened. “I would be having sex.” Jin just sighed.
Kame just stared at Jin. “W-what?”
Jin moved his look back to Kame. “Yeah.”
“H-how often you and Yamashita-san have sex?” Kame wasn’t sure if he wanted to know.
“Every day.”
“EVERY DAY?!” Kame got up.
Jin looked at Kame shocked. Was it that weird? “Well some days we were too tired so not every single day but almost every day.”
Kame sits. “Every day, huh.”
“Look, I’m sorry if I insult you or something. I don’t want to fight with you so-”
Kame just sighed. “At least you have sex.”
Jin blinked few times. Kame was still at that?
“You don’t? With Nishiki-guy.” Jin looked at Kame.
Kame looked away. “He’s always so tired.”
“No wonder, he works alone to pay the rent of this house.” Jin thought out loud and got a glare from Kame.
They just talked. They forgot all about the movie, just talking normal stuff.
It was the first time for them to talk with out yelling to each other or call each other with names.
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“Yamashita-san, Nishikido-san.”
Pi and Ryo got up walking to the very same room they met for the first time.
“Good afternoon.”
“Hi.” Pi smiled at the therapist.
“How is everything going?” He looked at Ryo and Pi who sat down.
“Fine.” Pi smiled at Ryo. “Right?”
Ryo nodded. “Yeah, no problems.”
“No problems at all?”
Ryo and Pi nodded.
“Today I didn’t have time to eat breakfast and Tomohisa-kun came to my office with bentou. We had a picnic at the floor of my office.” Ryo laughed out loud.
Pi nodded. “We don’t really fight.”
“I noticed Nishikido-san calls you Tomohisa-kun. What about you?”
“Ah, I call him Ryo-chan.” Pi smiled.
“You’re doing better than those two at least.” The therapist wrote something down.
“Um? Those two? Jin and Kamenashi-kun?” Pi asked and the therapist nodded.
“But I have no authenticity to tell you anything about them, though.”
“I see.” Pi pouted.
“Okay, I’m going to give it a try. There is an exercise I want to try out with you.”
--
Kame finished already the fourth beer of his.
“Are you able to work tomorrow like that?” Jin looked at Kame, meaning his drinking.
“Yeah yeah! This only makes me feel relaxed”. Kame laughed.
“Um- You want to try out the exercise?” Jin asked then.
“O-okay.” Kame nodded.
“I have one exercise I want you to try with you.”
“Exercise?”
The therapist nodded. “Have you hugged even once?”
Jin and Kame looked at each others, then they looked at the therapist.
“I’ll take that as no. You’ll hug each other, you’ll call each others by your names or nicknames however you want. Tonight, you’ll sleep on each others embrace.”
Jin licked his lips, walking closer to Kame.
Kame felt his heart starting to jump up and down when Jin walked closer. Why was he so nervous?
Jin placed his hand on Kame’s back, supporting Kame’s head with his other one.
As Kame felt Jin hugging him, he lifted his hands to hold Jin.
The hug wasn’t like it was nice to meet you-hug. It looked- it felt more like I missed you so much-hug.
Jin smelled the smell of the shampoo Kame used. Jin loved the smell. It gave him the homey feeling, the warm feeling.
Kame felt the protection Jin was giving him on the second he was on Jin’s embrace.
For some reason, they didn’t want to let go.
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The session was over.
Ryo and Pi got back at the apartment.
“It’s already 9pm. You have work tomorrow, right?” Pi looked at Ryo who nodded yawning.
“Shall we, then?” Pi smiled, opening his hands for a hug.
Ryo smiled as he closed the cap between them wrapping his hands around Pi.
It felt like every piece that he was looking for had just- gone to its place.
Yamapi placed his hands on Ryo’s back smiling at him. “So warm.” He mumbled on the embrace which made Ryo chuckle.
The sat on the bed, closed the lights and placed the blanket on them.
Pi snuggled closer to Ryo.
“Tonight, you’ll sleep on each others embrace.”
“If you don’t want, we don’t have to slee-”
Pi was cut off by Ryo’s hand that pulled Pi on his embrace. “So warm.” Ryo copied Pi, half sleeping.
Yamapi just smiled before closing his eyes.
--
Gulp.
“Lick it.”
Nod.
“Oh god- It feels good, good boy-”
Kame’s eyes opened fast. He noticed a plump on his pants. “Shit.” He half mumbled and half whispered. He looked at the clock and noticed they had to wake up in 20 minutes.
Kame got already up and went to shower to deal with his problem.
He placed his hand on the wall as the water poured on his hair.
What’s wrong with him?
After his shower he went to make some coffee. When he was ready he noticed Jin walking to the kitchen. “Morning.”
“Morning.” Kame smiled at half sleeping Jin.
“You’ll hug each others, you’ll call each others by your names or nicknames however you want. Tonight, you’ll sleep on each others embrace.”
In the end, all they did was hug. They had decided to start calling each others by names the next day and they try to sleep on embrace too.
“Um. Kazuya.” Jin mumbled cutely. “Can you pour me some coffee?”
Kame just smiled at him. “Sure.” He poured some coffee on a black cup that had some English text on it. Jin was drinking his coffee every morning from that cup. “Here you go, Jin.”
“It’s already been a week, huh.” Jin thought out loud as he drove to work Kame yawning on the seat next to him.
“Will I go in first again?” He asked and Jin nodded.
The first class was about to start when Jin gave a pile of files to Kame. “Can you please organize these? Thanks.”
After he organized the files he walked back to Jin giving the pile back to him. “Here you ar-”
“Akanishi-sensei, there is someone asking you.” Ninomiya yelled from the door.
Jin looked at Nino. “Thanks” Then he told Kame to go and get him to Jin.
Kame nodded and went to the lobby.
Nino walked to Jin. “Actually-”
Kame arrived at the lobby and noticed one guy looking around. He obviously was lost, so Kame went to him. “Are you looking for Akanishi Jin-sensei?” Kame smiled at him.
The boy looked so-
empty.
He nodded slowly few times.
Somehow he seemed like a little kid in a teenager’s body. He looked about 19 to 20 years old.
“Takeru?” Kame heard Jin’s voice behind him.
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The therapist had a photo of Jin and Kame on his hand. “More like enemies.” He moved his look to another photo on his other hand that had Pi and Ryo in it. “More like best friends.”
The therapist sighed.
“Time to proceed on the next step, huh.”
TO BE CONTINUED
AUTHOR NOTES:
Sorry for the super late update (;=__=)ノ
Beta;
lovekame02 ♥
Takeru? Takeru who?
:DD.
Oh and I thought to have this project thing. That on every chap there is this “guest appearance.”
So tell me people who you want to see/read on this fic, maybe what do you want her/him to be.
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