[fic] let's sing a song of all the mistakes we should have made (6/6)

[kwritten]

fic: let's sing a song of all the mistakes we should have made (6/6)
fandom: victorious + sam and cat
pairing: tori/cat(/andre); jade/beck(/andre); robbie/trina(/andre); ot7 polyamory (past cat/sam) (past tori/andre)
word count: 3,300/18,000
recipient: killing_kurare and smells_corrupt for her constant inspiration
prompt: lovesong
setting: eight years after their high

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[clockwork_hart1]

“When I was sixteen I fell in love with my best friend. She was beautiful and perfect and I told myself that just knowing her was enough.” She shook her head and a few people in the audience laughed softly. “Young girls are funny that way. We think we’ll be content with scraps and try to hide the fact that we want the whole universe right now, all at once.”

you are a terrible terrible creature.

Beck burst onto the stage as if he had been running a great distance and swept her up in a big hug.

SAME! (also, i maybe love him? i feel like i love him)

“Schizophrenia is genetic. When I hold my daughter I can’t help but wonder if I doomed her before she even began.”

BYE CRYING

So unaware of how many wounds they had laid bare for their entertainment.

Maybe that was the only way they ever could have said the things that they needed to say.

Maybe that was the only way they ever knew how to communicate - even to each other. fuck

[kwritten]

*insert gifset of Alexander singing just you wait. just you... wait*

just you wait for the Jade-centric fic I'm going to unleash on you one of these days and the amount of Cat-centric angst you are going to feel once you start watching it.

[clockwork_hart1]

im so ready to be in love with jade and not let anyone except those i trust touch her. i can feel it.

[kwritten]

Me: *read this thing!*
Me: *reads comments lucy leaves*
Me: *re-reads own fic and fucking cries*

LISTEN IDK HOW MUCH YOU THINK I MADE UP BUT ALL THE MOST PAINFUL SHIT IN THIS STORY IS ACTUAL TRUTH IN THE SERIES. IT'S GOING TO SERIOUSLY EAT YOU UP.

Also - amen on you loving Trina. I'm so so so sooooo glad that you are going to walk into your first episode of the series with MY Trina fresh in your brain, because she's so ignored by the show as just a comedic element and it just kills me so much.