well...

[kvetina]

i have been here for only 6 days in this village called Siawas - and it feels like half a year. I never thought it would be this HARD! everyday seems the same... we are visiting cacao farmers, see their plants and see how they are doing with various documentation (required for organic certification)... and most people don´t document because they

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[rakusanka]

but it's ok to rant every now and then, and that's the place to do that! I hope you'll feel better soon! *hugs*

[kvetina]

yes, i did. It's always like that when i think the world is coming to an end, the next day actually i start feeling better and the sky isn't that cloudy anymore somehow... I just often forget that when i am completely down-beat.

[anwyn_elfmaiden]

*hugs*

[aveda_83]

Aw, I hope you'll feel better soon! Perhaps your workdays won't be the same all the time. Hope it'll get better!

[kvetina]

yes, i am sure it won't be the same all the time... the thing is that this is their way of living and working. i mean people they live above all, and if they have a job they work too and if they don't, they don't. working is not that important in their lives.
i mean, what i am trying to say is, you are not a loser here if you do NOTHING. it's normal here...

[lindawonderland]

well, if anything i do think it might help you appreciate that you're not a cacao farmer and have to live like that every day of your life, it's only temporary, hang in there :)

[kvetina]

you are right, i am not a cocoa farmer.. but you know, if you know your business well, you can make a lot of money with cacao.... ;)

[kvetina]

and yes it helped. made me smile :D

hi sabine

[anonymous]

hallo süsse, deine drei tanten sitzen gerade um einen tisch und wir haben deinen blogg gelesen, und sind ganz betroffen das du traurig bist. uli möchte gerne mit dir skypen, und sie sagt sie hat schon mal zu dir hingeskypt und keine verbindung zustande gebracht.
wir hoffen, das es dir bald besser geht, und du dich wohl fühlst...
recht liebe grüsse und bussi von anita, uli, und christine, und andreas