Aku made shitsuji desu kara
Basics:
1. Name: Sarah
2. Age: 18
3. Gender: female
4. Do you have a preference for being stamped as a male or a female character? NOPE NOPE
In-Depth:
5. Your personality in general:
I'm a fun-loving person, I'm shy around ppl I don't know so I think I may sometimes come off standoffish. But that's just what I think and goodness knows my perception of myself is beyond warped. I like wrapping myself in delusions, and fantasizing. umm. yah. There's a disconnect between who I really am versus what people think. I keep a lot hidden.
6. Strengths:
im patient
i'll drop whatever im doing to help someone else (which isnt always good...)
i'll listen and help to the best of my ability
im loyal
im cheerful/smiley/hyper/enthusiastic
always there for a hug ^__^
studious and consequently teach school material to others (but if you're too last minute in asking for my help i get annoyed)
i can be funny
7. Weaknesses:
i complain a lot
i dont have good observation skills(resulting in memory issues)
i have no sense of direction
im slow
i have low self esteem, little confidence
i don't think much about myself or my own opinion
im not very organized, though i aspire to be
I actually have mini panic attacks sometimes due to the chaotic messy room of mine
i have OCD tendancies, only in that i like to double chekc things a million times
I'm always more worried about disappointing others and living to others' expectations than my own
8. Dreams:
I want to be rich (not obscenely so, but still)
be happily married with wonderful children (yes, how original, scorn me if u must)
be slightly famous (as in if I google me, i get some hits whre it's actually ME, wouldn't that be cool)
I've always wanted to be able to lean into the wind without falling forward, this becomes less and less likely as i get bigger)
I want to be happy with wtv choices i make in anything
9. Fears:
insects, supernatural/inexplicable phenomena, death, unhappiness, loneliness, mistakes
10. Talents: i draw, i'm good at teaching myself anything (ok, not anything, things I really want/need to know)
11. Hobbies: drawing, manga, anime, television, video games
12. Likes:
umbrellas-i find them really pretty in photographs and pictures (in real life they are a nuisance)
penguins (are cute)
cute things in general
friends (i love my friends)
hugs (innocent physical touch in general)
<3 fiction--this includes books, movies, tv, anime/manga, my imagination
i like food when im in the mood i can eat..mm
i like just chatting with friends about anything, talking on the phone
13. Dislikes:
i dislike when the keyboard turns into the french keyboard with no warning and i start getting è everywhere
i dislike hyprocrites
i dont like ppl whom i feel are acting `fake``
i sometimes dislike my self (aww)
smelly things (my feet smell)
spiders
choices
when ppl stress me out by being stressed out, i'm easily influenced
Favorites:
14. Color? Why?: blue, ... because it's pretty? i like paler, pastely colours, i can't say i like necessarily one colour but when asked i say blue to make life simple
15. Animal? Why?: penguins, because they are cute (when drawn) and cuddly in bed (o.O)
16. Quote? Why?: uh, wow,...fav quote. i don't collect quotes, but i know i've come across some good ones (goodness knows i don't remember them *see weaknesses* here's one: Bigamy is having one wife too many. Monogamy is the same. Oscar Wilde
17. Music? Why?: i dont have a preference, i can listen to almost anything as long as its not heavy metal or rock or something
18. Season (Fall, Spring, Winter, Summer)? Why?: fall, the leaves are pretty, the weather is nice, make for pretty pictures
19. Kuroshitsuji character? Why?: OMG OMG!! CIEL! he's pretty (large eyes, nice hair, demeanor, facial expression) and he has a tragic past/life. it's almost a formula for me, u can prolly predict my fav character in any manga. lol. i also love the butler-master dynamic between him and sebastien.
20. Least favorite Kuroshitsuji character? Why?: i dont like greil, he (or she?) is just too weird and ugly. lol, and he killed ciel's aunt, poor ciel
Which one? Explain each choice.
21. Mature or Immature: immature b/c i dont open my eyes to reality, i try to avoid all adversity
22. Leader or Follower: follower, i hate decisions, im very happy following along
23. Optimistic or Pessimistic: pessimistic, when im being honest im quite cynical
24. Introverted or Extroverted: introverted, im shy around new ppl and reserved, around familiar ppl i may not seem so
25. Free will, Fate or Neither: please dont throw philosophy at me. i think i lean towards cause-effect and determinism ( i dont remember)
26. Impulsive or Cautious: cautious, i don't like rash decisions, i do make them though
27. Social or Anti-Social: um...im an antisocial person who craves friendship and fears loneliness, is that too much of a contradiction? we'll say social then, but not always
28. Calm or Hyper: both, i can be calm when im low on energy or pensive (or during a test), im hyper if im in an exceedingly good mood, or ppl around me are hyper
29. Family or Friends: i love my friends <3 and they are all my family, so family ^__^
30. Activity or Quiet: quiet, noise is stimulus overload
31. Justice or Compassion: compassion, i just can't get past what i feel (he he)
Extras:
32. Would you want to have a contract with Sebastian? no, im not even clear yet what the terms are, i wudnt want my soul sucked, though i wudnt mind him carrying out my every whim
33. How would you react to the incompetent workers at Ciel's estate? Be honest. lol, id be annoyed, but since sebastian is there to be compentent, make my food etc, its ok, they seem like good ppl and wud be good friends
34. Just how mischievous are you? not very?
35. Description or Picture: little, skinny, short chinese girl with glasses and long black hair -------------------> (:D)
36. Anything else:um, no. thats quite enough
37. Your votes: 1 2 3
I suppose I am exempt since I'm the first one, though, undoubtedly i think i will be surpassing 3 votes (lol)