Pain

[kuro_kakeru]

I've never thought that it would be this painful...

But I'm gonna give it another chance...

Right now, my heart is aching.

So much that it's difficult to bear.

It's sad.

Please tell me,

"It's all a lie."

So that I won't have to worry and doubt.

So that I can still continue loving you.

Just please.
But seeing the way you smile at her.

Seeing the way you

Comments

[owlbee]

baby...he's happy,
let him be okay (:

you'll find your own happiness later. you'll find someone that will look at you like his world revolved around you. you'll find someone that will hold you in his arm like he would protect you from any pain or harm.
you will..

as for now, embrace your pain.. but then keep moving on. keep loving him as a way to support him. him being with someone is not a reason for us to turn our back at him right?.

when you look at those pictures, don't think that he was being ripped apart from you and drifted away. but look at his smile. his ear-to-ear grinning. his genuine happiness. he's happy.

and i. i'm gonna happy if my boys are happy (:

everything is gonna be alright. i'm gonna hold your hands going through this. iloveyou *hugstight*

[kuro_kakeru]

uwah... do you know what this is about unnie? ^.^;; LOL

[owlbee]

what?

[kuro_kakeru]

Wow. I suddenly felt scared when I read what you replied to me. O.O Are you mad? >_<

It's about Jonghyun~! dadaaaan~! LOL. Wrote this when I first read the news. ^.^;; kekeke... So emooooo... (._.)

But I am happy for him really... If ever the news is really real. Gosh, he's so far from me that I know most probably I don't have any chance with him. LOL