is it the end of a beautiful illusion?

[kuranekochan]

I don't know why it affects me a lot..
all you said was that you were busy..

maybe its differerent since you're the only "friend" I still get to talk to from the past..
somehow.. 
its more of that you've given me more opportunity to communicate whether you've noticed or not..
even if its once in a while.. maybe as extreme as once in a blue moon..
not

Comments

[kotomine]

I felt like you insulted my friend. How could I not be unreceptive? You probably didn't mean to but by doing that you pushed me away... a simple "How are you?" would have worked better.

[kuranekochan]

thats what you felt, not what it is, i don't even know your friend, i was commenting on that a real make-over as you termed it would compliment you more.. and you said it was the lesson for the day etc etc etc.. anyway, you disgust me with your avatar.. i shouldn't have a friend like you.. not that you are really my friend.. guess this is the end, and I don't regret my effort to try and give sense to whatever.. I actually thought you were important to me.. I pity that you say its self pity.. you of all should know what self-pity is, its something I tried to keep you not thinking of in our rarest of encounters.. sa bagay, mahirap baguhin and you made an avatar just to who you are..

[kotomine]

that "disgusting" avatar my current default lj avatar, fyi.

just wanted to clear that up before we sever our ties. if you think we can talk about this misunderstanding, i'm alright with that. but if you don't change your mind and let go completely and permanently, then you'll never see me again.