irritableness
i think i've been eating too much
or actually
i've been eating too much all at once.
usually when i'm at home, i eat all day long but very little.
when i leave my hibernation zone, i end up doing actual meals and i stuff myself so quickly.
i also need to remember to take my lactose pills before or at the start of a meal, rather than realizing later that 'ooops, i think there was dairy in that'
i need to start going to sleep earlier. i keep staying awake til 5 am.
it's 3am almost.
seems like i go to bed earlier on nights i go out. that's not good.
i have not been in a plane for 81 days.
in 3 days i fly to arizona.
i cannot wait to go through the ritual of traveling through airports - it's not always seemless and smooth, but i don't mind, and when everything goes perfectly it just thrills me - even more so when i'm at an airport i get proper service at because of particular favorite airlines.
but even still, i just want to be at home walking to and from the gates, and in the air too.
i also really want to see my friends in london.
or actually
i've been eating too much all at once.
usually when i'm at home, i eat all day long but very little.
when i leave my hibernation zone, i end up doing actual meals and i stuff myself so quickly.
i also need to remember to take my lactose pills before or at the start of a meal, rather than realizing later that 'ooops, i think there was dairy in that'
i need to start going to sleep earlier. i keep staying awake til 5 am.
it's 3am almost.
seems like i go to bed earlier on nights i go out. that's not good.
i have not been in a plane for 81 days.
in 3 days i fly to arizona.
i cannot wait to go through the ritual of traveling through airports - it's not always seemless and smooth, but i don't mind, and when everything goes perfectly it just thrills me - even more so when i'm at an airport i get proper service at because of particular favorite airlines.
but even still, i just want to be at home walking to and from the gates, and in the air too.
i also really want to see my friends in london.