Comments | kukkurkurat: To take or not to take, that is the question

kukkurkurat

To take or not to take, that is the question

Jan 20, 2012 00:47

Last Thursday, the 12th, shrink asked me how I would feel about weening off my antidepressant. While I admitted that it is per se a good thing to go without the drugs, I am not sure I feel comfortable with the idea... And when I mentioned it to OurLady, she just looked at me and said: "Sorry, but you, dear, are a chronical case" I felt offended by ( Read more... )

rant, health, rl, census

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talloakslady January 20 2012, 11:11:41 UTC

A friend of mine has been on antidepressants for years, and he seems not to be chronic. Take care.

roadwaffle January 21 2012, 09:50:02 UTC

:/

You don't strike me as a hopeless case.
There is so much fun and warmth in you that it just can't be true.

Which doesn't make any of this easier to get through, I know.
Just that I have fate in you :)

Also I love you and if you ever need anything I'll be there for you. That's a promise :)

kukkurkurat January 22 2012, 21:35:08 UTC

Thank you. I mean that. Knowing that people believe in me is so important.
Fighting the emotional windmills when asking for help is... yuck.

It reminds me, when I was doing my BA thesis, one of my friends at the time (she has become very distant now) did not have much of fate in me. So... I may have pulled myself through that ordeal by the feeling of spite. Not the most healthy thing to do but I did manage the BA.

So... I am strong but there are times when I do not believe in that. But... I think I am strong.