Who would look after me if I were emotionally frail?

Good night, my love, to every hour in every day.
Good night always to all that's pure in your heart.
Farewell and Goodnight (Smashing Pumpkins)You're half a world away ( Read more... )

*points at the word upshot* "This is not formal language; its quite informal. Think whether Shakespeare would have used that word."

I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matterEmotional: I yearn for the burying of the hatchet. When the past doesn't haunt. But one cannot forget ( Read more... )

I went to play chess today for a certain teams (of 16 (!)). I was almost late, I woke up at 8:55, I was due a lift at 9:15 and the pickup point is about 5 or 10 minutes away, go me! But I've always been quick at getting ready - not really caring about one's appearance really does help some days. Let's go off on a tangent. ( Appearances might be deceiving )

One learns new things every day. I now know what hairspray is for!

And I got distinction in my course and managed to convince a supervisor to take me for a PHD, hurrah. (Note: They wanted me to come in the TOP HALF of distinctions - which is apparantly lucky because they usually ask for TOP THIRD - crazy people. I was comfortably in, but norwhere near there, but a supervisor decided to take me, so good) So I'll be ( Read more... )

I always wonder what to write here; many diverse people read this blog. I do trust all of them; but yet I always hold back - so maybe I do not trust them when it comes down to the crunch. But I guess, I just don't want to give up too much of myself too easily. Defence once lost, cannot be regained easily; it makes me be hurt easily.

Time and time ( Read more... )

It has been a long time ( Read more... )

I'm scared of the uncertainty of the future. I wonder what my life will be in ten years, and what I've learned, and what I'd wish I'd known at this stage of my life.

I won't be made useless ( Read more... )

Its been a while isn't it ( Read more... )