A Dire Call for Catharsis

[ktulu333_]

     I have messed up so much in my life.  I have missed opportunities, and I have succumb to the same cycle that has consumed me for as long as I have breathed.  At 23, my life should be more than it is.  And it's my fault, I know.  I've let fear judge my life; I've let it steer be in a cycle of concrete repeat.  I've lost God.  I don't go to

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[excess_baggage]

life is how you choose to see it
we've all been screwed over and hurt at one point in life and we can go around saying it's ruined me

but really...that one instance doesn't have to control your life
if you don't want it to

it's a beautiful thing choice....
it's something we always have

[ktulu333_]

Yeah, I agree that it depends on how you see it. I have a difficult time seeing the better side of things at times. And, yes, choice is a beautiful thing; a thing I hopefully will learn to utilize someday. Thank you for the comment, Amber. That really means a lot. How have you been?

well

[anonymous]

If people want you in their life, there is no way to stop them. I too have battled with fear. It siezes you and makes you fear even things you know are certain. Just know that while you may have lost God for awhile, he has not lost you. as long as you know he exists, thats all that matters!!!

Smile friend, because you will never get rid of me!