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ktsheart

New Year's Blues

Jan 10, 2007 15:57

I don't know what this is but it needed a title so that's what I'm calling it. Maybe it's because I have my period that I just am tired of dealing with all of this...I'm tired of holding it all in and not having anyone to talk to, yet every one else gets to talk and I will listen. I wonder if this is why my mom is the way she is. I never wanted to ( Read more... )

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sillygoosegirl January 10 2007, 16:14:46 UTC

I can really relate on the wedding thing. I felt like nobody I knew in real life wanted to talk with me about my wedding except my mother-in-law and my sister-in-law. Most of them thought I shouldn't be getting married... so I was afraid to bring it up least it come back to that topic. I am still unhappy about it over a year and a half later. Last spring, a friend was getting married and he and his now-wife brought their wedding invitations over to our place so we could help them get them ready to go in the mail--I was so jealous that they felt like they could do that! I practically felt like I had to keep my wedding a "secret". It's too bad you don't live in Chicago! You shouldn't have to go through this either. It really sucks ( ... )

sillygoosegirl January 10 2007, 18:32:52 UTC

Overall I'm very happy to buy a house near the end of this year. The timing right now is perfect: Our apartment lease is up in September and the housing market in the Boston area is at it's first 'low' in a while (and is only going to go back up. houses around here are crazy). Plus, Jason's business is bringing in more money...making his salery increase as well. I'm stressed because I'm waiting to hear about a great new job with about a $3 pay increase. I only need to pitch in a little bit a week for the house, I'm lucky enough to have Jason to afford the rest. I guess I just feel guilty that he has more money. But, then again he's been out of college for 2 (or 3) years and makes more than most 25 year olds.

Thank you soo much for listening to me! I felt better after typing all this and just getting it off my chest. I will def. keep your advise in my mind:-)

pink_bullets January 10 2007, 17:55:59 UTC

I know how you feel about worrying about everybody else, and no one worries about you, and not focusing enough on yourself. I really do ( ... )

ktsheart January 10 2007, 18:52:29 UTC

I try to focus on one thing at a time. It's just that last week Jason and I found out that the dj's we liked were all booked so now we need to look again. But, after typing this I visited Jas at work and it's like he knew I was stressed. We are going to pick out the Tux's tonight and he is calling the linen place. He said we should have all three done by our 7 month mark. So, I feel better and greatful to have him ( ... )

anonymous January 23 2007, 23:43:04 UTC

Hi beautiful,

Keep your chin up. You're not a baby, you're stressed and with due reason. It will get better! If you want any ideas or help, let me know and I can send you stuff... or if you need to just call and vent I'll get my new cell number to ya. I'm just not going to post it on this.

Sooo... P.S. I just got engaged on Friday. You need to get on myspace!! Pics and blog are up! :0)

I love you!!! Stay strong but don't be afraid to vent. It's better to do it now then let it bubble up and explode in a huge fight.

<3 J

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