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[ktrose68]

The other day i had fever induced dreams. In the first one I beat the ever living tar out of Kayla. In another I was with the G.T. and we we're just hanging out having fun, the slowly everyone began to fade away like dust in the wind so to say

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[undertow420]

I hope were talking about the same person here, lestwise everything I say will only be making an ass out of myself.
She's certainly not the same person that I met 3 or 4 years ago. In fact it's a total 180, and I feel partially responsible. Somewhere along the line when I was teaching her about drug usage, the lesson of moderation must of slipped right by. Not that I'm up on my horse, I have my moments of overindulgence and stupidity, we all do.
I know that I'm probably responsible for a lot more than that, but I'm not inside of her head and ultimately all of her decisions rest apon herself.
I'm sorry you've lost your best friend. People can and do change though, if that's any comfort to you. It's not hopeless yet.

[ktrose68]

I can't blame anyone but her for the monster she has become, not that you helped in anyway. both of you need to quit drinking. EVER. none of this half assed cutting back shit. You need AA or something, and you both probably need rehab. I have no right to say anything about you but she needs help, and she needs lots of it, but she needs to want it. I'm done trying to help the monster in my sisters body.

[anonymous]

it sucks. its the day when you finally realize you are fully and utterly alone.

[nevertobe]

sorry. it was me that posted that. i had already logged out when i had done soo...