wow these last few days have been crap! sooo worried about the same person Dana's worried about and Brad.. its not so fun when ur friend is out sumwhere and its been a week, he hasnt called anyone and im just really scared.. so im hoping he'll turn up so i can stop thinking about it.. i would go look for him if i could and if i knew where to look. ( Read more... )

hey! i havent updated in a long time but i dont really have anything to say.. =/

i love my new xanga and i wish everyone would convert but im not kool enough to get everyone to do that lol so just go look at it mk?
http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=XutopiandreamX

wow! im happy today! lol! its awesome ( Read more... )

<3 Oh how better things could be... =[

I AM 51% EMO!
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the forth of july was pretty good ( Read more... )

Well.. things still aren’t soo good but I definitely feel better then I did last night.. and thanx to my friends for talking it over with me <3..

The best part of today lol, was when my dad came home with a helmet, and goggles for me, and I looked outside and there was a friggin

Yamaha TT-R 125L motocross bike lol… we’re going to the ( Read more... )

I feel as though the biggest piece of my heart has been ripped out... i found what i had lost, and i lost it once again.. it's no ones fault though, i know it's just something i'll have to get over.. sometime..

Autumns Monologue

Oh why cant I be what you need
a new improved version of me
but i'm nothing so good
no i'm nothing
just bones, a lonely ( Read more... )

*summer skool has been pretty good.. i never want it to end ( Read more... )

like i said.. today was perfect :) i got to be with jimmy all day cept during class <3 lol hope your day was awesome too

So what is left for me?

tomorrow's skool day will be MUCH better..how was urs if you went? =P

So what is left for me?