Jul 13, 2008 20:00
You know, it's funny how just one tiny thing could dampen my perfectly happy mood for the rest of the day. I was incredibly glad that my mom came to church with me today! Just one glimpse - okay, maybe two - could do the trick already. The first wasn't so bad, but why did the other have such an effect on me? Is one year not enough? I'm sure it's a matter of the head, and not the heart. My heart will have no say in this.
I don't know why it's bothering me at a time like this, but maybe it's precisely because it's my O level exams in 3 months time that I want to resolve this issue once and for all.
The problem is that I don't know what the problem is.
Sometimes, I honestly wonder how some people seem so fearless, worry-free, having unwavering faith and trust in Him.
I've been listening to my fears.
"May the Lord make your love increase and overflow for each other and for everyone else, just as ours does for you. May he strengthen your hearts so that you will be blameless and holy in the presence of our God and Father when our Lord Jesus comes with all his holy ones."
- 1 Thessalonians 3:12-13
"Be joyful always; pray continually; give thanks in all cirumstances, for this is God's will for you in Christ Jesus."
- 1 Thessalonians 5:16-18
To constantly remember to have A New Faith, to give Him space to work in my life.
And He whispers to me.
If you would just let me
Love you through this
church,
z,
family,
exams,
god,
verses