all of these feelings are far too familiar. i feel how i used to. i feel lonely, left out. just like i did before i went on prozac. it's absolutely horrible. i can't stand it. i don't even know why i'm bitching. i've made some really great friends lately. but it's just not enough. i'm starting to care about what people are thinking again. i think i ( Read more... )

i'm so sick of being alone.
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holy fucking shit. great way to celebrate mike, justin, and pat coming back. we all got wasted out of our minds and had so much fun. kristen, bryan, and danielle were there too. i had a couple deep conversations with justin about our friendship. haha i loved every second of it. that seriously has to happen more often. i love all of those guys so ( Read more... )

i'm so happy right now. mike, justin and pat are coming home tomorrow and we are gonna have so much fun and get drunk and they'll tell us their stories from their trip and i just can't wait. i'm not gonna be able to sleep tonight.

today i hung out with alex, matt, jeremy and john. we played some pool and went to the diner. it was fun.

( this one's for you john... )

I want to play Mario Kart sooo bad right now.

horrible mood right now. in about 45 minutes i have to drive down to the shore with my sister in a car with no air conditioning just to see cats. yes cats. on top of that i already had plans today with my friends that i hardly get to see anymore. i reall do not want to go but my mom is making me feel extremely guilty about the whole deal. she's ( Read more... )

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gross story: so today i was riding the death bike (it has no brakes). i was trying to get to mikes. i was going down a slight hill and gathering speed and to my luck, at the nearby intersection there were cars passing by fast. i was wearing flipflops (i am a dumbass) and tried to stop the bike by dragging my foot along the street. my shoe bend ( Read more... )

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holy shit. my mom is leaving for the weekend...

and i'm having a huge party. SIIIKE. but you should come over and hang out with me. i think i'm going to buy batteries today so i can finally put pictures on this piece.

call meee.
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