Face it, My life...Is out of control....Today I tried to beat the shit out of my brother cause he was making fun of me. He ended up almost breaking my nose which resulted to lots of bleeding and a brused face. My dad hasn't been so supportive either ...And it's all my fault? I don't know if I want to blame myself for all of this right now..Usually ( Read more... )

I am tired....I went to sleep well didn't get to sleep until about 12:30am and got up at 1:47am....I want to go to sleep >.> Wiiith someone (You KNOW who YOU are =)) I hope atleast >.< Anyyyyyyyways...I ....am...going...to go to sleep I guess...

Well let's see not too long ago we just switched to vonage phone company..Which runs through our internet..Meaning my dad is tracking every fucking single call that is made and that is recived...This is going to iratate me so much he is ALREADY telling me to tell my friends not to call so late...I am sorry but I have told them "You know what its to ( Read more... )

Today I got a new animal >.> YES I SAID A NEW GOD DAMN FORESAKEN ANIMAL! It's a little hamster who I have named Sparta...They thought I was 18 so I didn't even need to have anyone go with me..Anyways nothing is really new...Things are going to hell and have been but I rather not explain. Anyways...I don't really have anything plesant to say.. Been ( Read more... )

Our generation and younger generations are getting weaker and weaker...So many emo kids..They aren't emo cause they really are depressed and can't help it. They are emo because its the cool thing to be considered as by a good percentage of the population. Aside from that another good percentage wanna kill all of them. Now the deff. of emo is ( Read more... )

Tuberculosis is what I am getting tested for in about an hour cause we are leaving for the buss soon...I am scared to get tested but I don't think I have it I mean it's hard to think you have something like that..I have some of the syptoms...."Similarly, if it goes to the eyes and affects its muscles, nerves and blood vessels, it causes redness, ( Read more... )

I don't really know what to update with cause nothing really new has happened...I meet a new good friend his name is Tyler and he is fun to talk to..I went to the doctor and found out that I have to get tested for some eye dieases...Getting blood work and ex rays done tomorow and I have an appointment on thrusday..But for now I am tired and am ( Read more... )

So...SCREW MY FUCKING POST THIS YESTERDAY...I went shopping for my dad's brithday gift..Went to bed at 4:30pm for the night since I didn't get sleep the night before....and I woke up at 8:31pm with a phone call from a telemarker...I thought it was the am's and so I got up and I heard my dad...I ate and went back into my room soon after Gary came ( Read more... )

Wow.....I just was just thinking...Cause I tend to do that early in the morning like this and I was just relizeing as my dads alarm clock went off that I don't appreciate him like I used to...Or well I don't know...I remember that when we finially were living together again in this house I went in often to check if he was breathing...And when I ( Read more... )

Woke up at 11am today...By the call of my brother in the army. Right now he is in baghdad I am so thankful he is okay and alive. I miss him alot..and I can't wait until he is home. He wanted to know how I was...Alot and...well he didn't seem okay..But I don't know how to talk to him..I know how much he has been through with my mother he really ( Read more... )