Things are definitely a lot easier than they would've been, and I am kinda pleased at that. But I worry that another opportunity like this would've been to really work on overcoming the anxieties isn't going to come along. I'm really caught between the scariness and not wanting to do it, and the knowing I need to work on it to get better.
I think tomorrow is going to be difficult anyways, even without the train being involved. My anxiety yesterday and today has been really high, partly i think because of my period. And my back/neck hasn't settled down from when I sprained my neck a couple of weeks ago, so my body is on the tense and sore side.
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I think tomorrow is going to be difficult anyways, even without the train being involved. My anxiety yesterday and today has been really high, partly i think because of my period. And my back/neck hasn't settled down from when I sprained my neck a couple of weeks ago, so my body is on the tense and sore side.
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