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[kravin]

what is it about me that makes me want to try to express myself like this? inarticulately stumbling my way through a medium that has never loved me. a medium i do insult to with every post. a medium brought low by common hands, lowborn, clutching

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[shug94]

Maybe you need a change in perspective.

I was really depressed in year nine. But one day as I was walking along I decided to be happy. The sky was so blue. And since then I have been pretty happy with my life.

[cherry_wizzfizz]

dont ever be embarressed about your trouble with living, for its the ones with the sorest throats who have done the most singing.

oh ryan, dont worry, because there is neither an answer nor a solution that anyone could perscribe.
perhaps just try to be consious of the things which you know and feel, and find some happiness in the fact that you aware of things that you are feeling, and know where you are, even if it isnt anywhere. because so many other people dont think or care, and youll always have something in you that they dont, even if they dont understand what the hell your on about.

[kravin]

i need some meaning i can memorise. the kind i have always seems to slip my mind...

[burningeko]

go do something, something different, cast off the chains that you have tied yourself down to the "things" in this world to. either do that or top yourself, if life is that boring then embark on the next great adventure. send yourself psychotic. experiment and find out what really hurts. not this pseudo nowhere place, but palpable pain. if you do that then maybe the mundane wont be so bad