i know i can never make up for not saying happy birthday to you that ONE year;
but i hope that calling you and having a conversation with you on your birthday this year; even though we barely even talk; can be worth at least half of it;
i never knew how much i missed you though;
not in that way; just as a friend.

I HONESTLY DON`T CARE ; SHUTTUP.
this goes out to a lot of people; sometimes i wonder..

what`s going on in my head/life right now? NOTHING. i went from having all these dumb emotions and feelings and whatever going on at the same time that i could barely stop crying. i don`t know what did it; but suddenly it all went away. i don`t even know if it all went away right away.. i`m just happy it`s gone. it`s time to put my plan into action ( Read more... )

HIGHLIGHT OF MY DAY;

"i have a rectum; it smells."

"i have a vagina; it`s mabaho."

HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA!

DUDE! I WANNA GO DRESS SHOPPING!

hmm.
better mood.


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hmmm..
good.

i ruined it.
i ruined the friendship i bet we never had.
how could i be so stupid as to tell him how i felt?
it`s officially done.
stick a fork in me;
i`m done.

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it`s official; there truly is no more fucking hope.
i`m done.
i`m through.
there was never any hope anyways.

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