My gosh. That sounds really painful. It reminds me a lot of myself, but without the food and without the school, but still without direction and purpose. I guess you're only ever as alone as you feel, which is sometimes more alone than you are.
But I feel for you, cause everything is really hard to deal with, and I don't know when it gets easier.
you should write a book. take the shit that was thrown on you and fucking invest it and write a fucking book. you know ur an amazing writer. you know it. tell everyone how big of a bitch ana is. tell everyone how it's fucked up your life. this is beyond what you did to yourself kels. this isn't you anymore.
you are beautiful. you are amazing. you are soulful. you are the light at the end of the tunnel. you have been consumed. write the devil out of you.
i will always love you. i will always love kelsey. you are never alone.
This post is old, but I'm going to comment on it anyways. I found you though purgatorium, by the way. I understand you so much:(.
I am so sorry...but I want you to know that you are not alone! I have spent so much on binge foods, it's not even funny. I actually was forced to leave my university because of my bulimia for a semester. It was not cool. I was also alone, and I never wanted to hang out with anyone because I was too busy b/p. Or I would be planning a b/p,and someone would ask me if I wanted to go out...I said I didn't have time.
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But I feel for you, cause everything is really hard to deal with, and I don't know when it gets easier.
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you are beautiful. you are amazing. you are soulful. you are the light at the end of the tunnel. you have been consumed. write the devil out of you.
i will always love you. i will always love kelsey. you are never alone.
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I am so sorry...but I want you to know that you are not alone! I have spent so much on binge foods, it's not even funny. I actually was forced to leave my university because of my bulimia for a semester. It was not cool. I was also alone, and I never wanted to hang out with anyone because I was too busy b/p. Or I would be planning a b/p,and someone would ask me if I wanted to go out...I said I didn't have time.
Have you ever been through counseling?
Love ya, and hang in there.
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