Obvious
Title: Obvious
Author:Hime cess_chan
Rating: PG
Pairing: TegoPi
Chapter[s]: One-shot
Summary: Tegoshi is confused of what to do to be able to say his true feelings for his sempai. After years of looking for the answer, he is finally ready to confess to YamaPi in a very unique kind of way.
Disclaimer: 100% disclaimed. I don't want to be jailed.
A/N: Written in Tegoshi's POV.This is a song fic of Westlife's Obvious. Uh... let's pretend Tesshi wrote the lyrics. XDDD.For mika_tesshi
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OBVIOUS
We started as friends
But something happened inside me
Now I'm reading into everything
But there's no sign you hear the lightning, baby
He was something like a God to me then and I believe that thought never changed even if a lot of years has passed by already. He was also the reason I enetered the jimusho and pursued this kind of career I never even thought I'd actually succeed someday, but I did eventually. I believe it's because of him. Without his help, I wouldn't be able to have this much confidence now.
Now that a lot of years has passed since then, I became closer to him and to all the other guys. I was happy... and confused. I thought it's a natural thing for us all to become closer as time passes by, but I knew now that what I felt for him was a lot different with what I felt for the others. I'm afraid he'll reject and banish me from his life... That is why I kept silent and observed him instead; looking for something... Hoping to see some clues that'll lead me to believe that my feelings are going to be reciprocated.
You don't ever notice me turning on my charm
Or wonder why I'm always where you are
Day after day, I'll open my eyes and think, Is this going to be the day he'll notice my feelings for him?. But then I always fail. It's hurting me but I think I'm getting used to it by now.
At work, I would always be by his side; chatting up with him or simply getting his attention with my childish actions. I'm happy that he listens but, when will this ever end? I don't want him to see me as a 'baby brother' who needs his attention but someone who needs love... A love that only he can replenish.
I've made it obvious
I've done everything but sing it (I've crushed on you so long, but on and on you get me wrong)
I'm not so good with words
And since you never noticed
The way that we belong
I'll say it in a love song
Maybe one reason he always misunderstood my feelings would be because I idolize him so much. I've been chasing his back for so long so I guess it's not his fault that he thought I'm doing all these because of that 'adoration'. I hope he realizes my true feelings for him... That I don't just adore him or like him or idolize him... I love him... And how I wish I could say those words to him. Maybe, I will someday... Or maybe, I would just remain a coward for the rest of my life...
I've heard you talk about
How you want someone just like me
But everytime I ask you out
We never move pass friendly, no no
Hanging out in our dressing room and kidding around as we wait for our manager's call is fun. Girls. That's what we all talk about as we hang out inside that blessed room. Not the topic that I really wanted but hey, he's happy with it so I guess I could endure it a little bit more. She's really cute, he says. I try to blink back my tears as a fake smile slowly spread on my face. I muttered a silent 'thanks' to anyone who cared to listen when he didn't notice that I was actually close to crying.
Let's go out, I said one day as we are about to leave the studio. He looked at me for a second or two, our eyes meeting and having their own connection. As he slowly nodded back, I realized that I was actually holding my breath for his reply. I smiled and we left the studio together to dine at his favorite restaurant.
The dinner was great and I had so much fun with him. Finally, I was able to go out with him alone; talk about things together; laugh with our jokes together. And as he stop the car in front of our house, he leaned closer and gave me a quick peck on the cheek. I blushed and felt the slight tug on the corner of my lips as I soared high up in space. But then the next words that escaped his lips brought me back down to earth with a loud thud. Maybe we can do this again with the others, ne Tegoshi?
And you don't ever notice how I stare when we're alone
Or wonder why I keep you on the phone
Practices these days are really hard. It's pure hell. I'm not going to be surprised if one of us suddenly collapse in the middle of a rehearsal or if the six of us will suddenly disappear in the day of the concert. But I still do my best despite all these because I know that he too, is doing his best.
Now we're alone again in the dressing room and I'm staring at his back as he change his shirt. It's bad to stare, I know; but I just couldn't help it. Then he suddenly turned around and caught staring at him. Embarrased that he caught me boldly staring at him, I lowered my head and headed out for the door. Do you want something? I heard him ask as I reach the door. I shook my head earnestly without turning back to face him, not trusting my voice for it might reveal the feelings I've kept for so long. I'll call you later, he added as I left the room without another word.
He'll never notice my feelings, will he? I thought that night as I lay in my bed and held the phone to my ear. It's almost 12 midnight but I'm still awake, chatting up with him on the phone. Not that I don't like it at all, in fact, I am really happy that he calls me every now and then. Maybe, he'll finally notice my feelings tonight, I thought. And as night slowly turns into day, I said goodbye to him on the phone but never to the hope that he'll love me too one day.
You are my very first thought in the morning
And my last at nightfall
You are the love that came without warning
I need you, I want you to know
When I entered the jimusho, he was everything to me. Now that we've been together for 5 years, he still IS everything to me. Others would say that your feelings towards the person you like now would vanish someday. I'm afraid mine isn't the same. It only became even more strong as I realized that I just don't like him... I love him.
I only wanted to meet him, to talk to him and to be able to shake his hands then. But fate has its own plan...Bringing me closer to him through this band, having him dote on me after my 'unplanned confession' in Domoto Kyoudai...
I should be put into a rehabilitation center. This addiction is driving me insane. Whenever I close my eyes, I would clearly see his image and when I do open them, I would wish that he'll always be here by my side. I want to end this addiction but I don't want to end this feeling of hope growing inside me.
I love him, and I hate myself for that. Hate, because I only wanted him to know me and be my friend but when he did turned to me, I instantly fell for him and without another word, he caught me under his spell.
I've made it obvious
So finally I sing it,
I'm not so good with words
And since you never noticed
The way that we belong
I'll say it in a love song...
(And sing it, until the day you're holding me)
(I've wanted you so long) But on and on you get me wrong
(I more than adore you but since you never seem to see)
As days passed by, I realized that he'll never stop treating me like a 'baby brother' unless I made the first move.
He was sitting in the corner of the dressing room with a towel hanging around his shoulders when I entered. Hey, I greeted as I approach him and my heart skip a beat when he raised his face to look at me, our eyes meeting in a quite meaningful way. He smiled and patted his lap, urging me to sit there. And as I did so, I tried to stop the blush creeping up my face. Tegoshi~, he called in a child-like voice as he cradled me in his lap. Let's do a duet for the next concert, he said after awhile. I smiled and turned to him, my eyes sparkly with hope, Love Song then. He chuckled and ruffled my hair as he replied, Uhn! Love Song.
It was past six when we left the jimusho to continue our practice in his place. It was better there since we'll be able to act in a more comfortable manner, plus his instruments were also in his room. We practiced on and on, hardly noticing the time when finally, my phone began to ring. It was Massu telling me that my mom's been looking for me. As I held the phone to my ear after dialing my mother's number, he suddenly grabbed the phone and began talking to the person in the other end of the line. I'm sorry, he started. We totally forgot about the time. Don't worry, he's safe here, he says gently on the speaker. The next thing I heard made my heart beat faster and I thought I would actually have a heart attack. Hai... Daijoubu desu... He can sleep here for tonight. I'm sorry I made you worry about your son.
Ready to practice again? He said awhile after he gave me back my phone. I blushed and nodded back as he reached for his guitar, playing the first few notes of Love Song.
But you never seem to see
I'll say it in this love song...
A new song? I heard him ask from behind me. I nodded as I scribbled another word on the paper in front of me. I bit my lower lip in concentration as my mind went blank for Nth time. Not only did my mind became fuzzy, my whole body foze as well as I felt his hot breath against the skin behind my left ear. Uwaaa~ You've written a lot already, he started as I held my breath. And it's english! He continued, scanning the words scribbled messily on the paper.
It's not finalized yet, I stuttered as he continued reading my work from behind me. For someone special? My eyes grew round at this and I turned to him in confusion. He chuckled at my reaction and pointed at the last 2 lines of the lyrics I wrote. I blushed slightly and lowered my head, muttering a silent 'yes' to answer his question. When he didn't say anything more, I raised my gaze and I could swearI saw something flicker in his eyes before it disappeared again a split-second after.
So, is this some sort of confession? He asks again. I blushed even harder at this as I slowly nodded. This is it, I thought as I took a deep breath before releasing it slowly as if I'll be able to get some strength from doing it. Anou, I started but he beat me to it, his next words breathing life into my seemingly lifeless body.
Don't worry, I'm quite sure he sees the obvious.
---owari--
comments are love. they always are.... XD I know many of you have read this but I'm moving my fics so yeah...lol.whatever.
Author:Hime cess_chan
Rating: PG
Pairing: TegoPi
Chapter[s]: One-shot
Summary: Tegoshi is confused of what to do to be able to say his true feelings for his sempai. After years of looking for the answer, he is finally ready to confess to YamaPi in a very unique kind of way.
Disclaimer: 100% disclaimed. I don't want to be jailed.
A/N: Written in Tegoshi's POV.This is a song fic of Westlife's Obvious. Uh... let's pretend Tesshi wrote the lyrics. XDDD.For mika_tesshi
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OBVIOUS
We started as friends
But something happened inside me
Now I'm reading into everything
But there's no sign you hear the lightning, baby
He was something like a God to me then and I believe that thought never changed even if a lot of years has passed by already. He was also the reason I enetered the jimusho and pursued this kind of career I never even thought I'd actually succeed someday, but I did eventually. I believe it's because of him. Without his help, I wouldn't be able to have this much confidence now.
Now that a lot of years has passed since then, I became closer to him and to all the other guys. I was happy... and confused. I thought it's a natural thing for us all to become closer as time passes by, but I knew now that what I felt for him was a lot different with what I felt for the others. I'm afraid he'll reject and banish me from his life... That is why I kept silent and observed him instead; looking for something... Hoping to see some clues that'll lead me to believe that my feelings are going to be reciprocated.
You don't ever notice me turning on my charm
Or wonder why I'm always where you are
Day after day, I'll open my eyes and think, Is this going to be the day he'll notice my feelings for him?. But then I always fail. It's hurting me but I think I'm getting used to it by now.
At work, I would always be by his side; chatting up with him or simply getting his attention with my childish actions. I'm happy that he listens but, when will this ever end? I don't want him to see me as a 'baby brother' who needs his attention but someone who needs love... A love that only he can replenish.
I've made it obvious
I've done everything but sing it (I've crushed on you so long, but on and on you get me wrong)
I'm not so good with words
And since you never noticed
The way that we belong
I'll say it in a love song
Maybe one reason he always misunderstood my feelings would be because I idolize him so much. I've been chasing his back for so long so I guess it's not his fault that he thought I'm doing all these because of that 'adoration'. I hope he realizes my true feelings for him... That I don't just adore him or like him or idolize him... I love him... And how I wish I could say those words to him. Maybe, I will someday... Or maybe, I would just remain a coward for the rest of my life...
I've heard you talk about
How you want someone just like me
But everytime I ask you out
We never move pass friendly, no no
Hanging out in our dressing room and kidding around as we wait for our manager's call is fun. Girls. That's what we all talk about as we hang out inside that blessed room. Not the topic that I really wanted but hey, he's happy with it so I guess I could endure it a little bit more. She's really cute, he says. I try to blink back my tears as a fake smile slowly spread on my face. I muttered a silent 'thanks' to anyone who cared to listen when he didn't notice that I was actually close to crying.
Let's go out, I said one day as we are about to leave the studio. He looked at me for a second or two, our eyes meeting and having their own connection. As he slowly nodded back, I realized that I was actually holding my breath for his reply. I smiled and we left the studio together to dine at his favorite restaurant.
The dinner was great and I had so much fun with him. Finally, I was able to go out with him alone; talk about things together; laugh with our jokes together. And as he stop the car in front of our house, he leaned closer and gave me a quick peck on the cheek. I blushed and felt the slight tug on the corner of my lips as I soared high up in space. But then the next words that escaped his lips brought me back down to earth with a loud thud. Maybe we can do this again with the others, ne Tegoshi?
And you don't ever notice how I stare when we're alone
Or wonder why I keep you on the phone
Practices these days are really hard. It's pure hell. I'm not going to be surprised if one of us suddenly collapse in the middle of a rehearsal or if the six of us will suddenly disappear in the day of the concert. But I still do my best despite all these because I know that he too, is doing his best.
Now we're alone again in the dressing room and I'm staring at his back as he change his shirt. It's bad to stare, I know; but I just couldn't help it. Then he suddenly turned around and caught staring at him. Embarrased that he caught me boldly staring at him, I lowered my head and headed out for the door. Do you want something? I heard him ask as I reach the door. I shook my head earnestly without turning back to face him, not trusting my voice for it might reveal the feelings I've kept for so long. I'll call you later, he added as I left the room without another word.
He'll never notice my feelings, will he? I thought that night as I lay in my bed and held the phone to my ear. It's almost 12 midnight but I'm still awake, chatting up with him on the phone. Not that I don't like it at all, in fact, I am really happy that he calls me every now and then. Maybe, he'll finally notice my feelings tonight, I thought. And as night slowly turns into day, I said goodbye to him on the phone but never to the hope that he'll love me too one day.
You are my very first thought in the morning
And my last at nightfall
You are the love that came without warning
I need you, I want you to know
When I entered the jimusho, he was everything to me. Now that we've been together for 5 years, he still IS everything to me. Others would say that your feelings towards the person you like now would vanish someday. I'm afraid mine isn't the same. It only became even more strong as I realized that I just don't like him... I love him.
I only wanted to meet him, to talk to him and to be able to shake his hands then. But fate has its own plan...Bringing me closer to him through this band, having him dote on me after my 'unplanned confession' in Domoto Kyoudai...
I should be put into a rehabilitation center. This addiction is driving me insane. Whenever I close my eyes, I would clearly see his image and when I do open them, I would wish that he'll always be here by my side. I want to end this addiction but I don't want to end this feeling of hope growing inside me.
I love him, and I hate myself for that. Hate, because I only wanted him to know me and be my friend but when he did turned to me, I instantly fell for him and without another word, he caught me under his spell.
I've made it obvious
So finally I sing it,
I'm not so good with words
And since you never noticed
The way that we belong
I'll say it in a love song...
(And sing it, until the day you're holding me)
(I've wanted you so long) But on and on you get me wrong
(I more than adore you but since you never seem to see)
As days passed by, I realized that he'll never stop treating me like a 'baby brother' unless I made the first move.
He was sitting in the corner of the dressing room with a towel hanging around his shoulders when I entered. Hey, I greeted as I approach him and my heart skip a beat when he raised his face to look at me, our eyes meeting in a quite meaningful way. He smiled and patted his lap, urging me to sit there. And as I did so, I tried to stop the blush creeping up my face. Tegoshi~, he called in a child-like voice as he cradled me in his lap. Let's do a duet for the next concert, he said after awhile. I smiled and turned to him, my eyes sparkly with hope, Love Song then. He chuckled and ruffled my hair as he replied, Uhn! Love Song.
It was past six when we left the jimusho to continue our practice in his place. It was better there since we'll be able to act in a more comfortable manner, plus his instruments were also in his room. We practiced on and on, hardly noticing the time when finally, my phone began to ring. It was Massu telling me that my mom's been looking for me. As I held the phone to my ear after dialing my mother's number, he suddenly grabbed the phone and began talking to the person in the other end of the line. I'm sorry, he started. We totally forgot about the time. Don't worry, he's safe here, he says gently on the speaker. The next thing I heard made my heart beat faster and I thought I would actually have a heart attack. Hai... Daijoubu desu... He can sleep here for tonight. I'm sorry I made you worry about your son.
Ready to practice again? He said awhile after he gave me back my phone. I blushed and nodded back as he reached for his guitar, playing the first few notes of Love Song.
But you never seem to see
I'll say it in this love song...
A new song? I heard him ask from behind me. I nodded as I scribbled another word on the paper in front of me. I bit my lower lip in concentration as my mind went blank for Nth time. Not only did my mind became fuzzy, my whole body foze as well as I felt his hot breath against the skin behind my left ear. Uwaaa~ You've written a lot already, he started as I held my breath. And it's english! He continued, scanning the words scribbled messily on the paper.
It's not finalized yet, I stuttered as he continued reading my work from behind me. For someone special? My eyes grew round at this and I turned to him in confusion. He chuckled at my reaction and pointed at the last 2 lines of the lyrics I wrote. I blushed slightly and lowered my head, muttering a silent 'yes' to answer his question. When he didn't say anything more, I raised my gaze and I could swearI saw something flicker in his eyes before it disappeared again a split-second after.
So, is this some sort of confession? He asks again. I blushed even harder at this as I slowly nodded. This is it, I thought as I took a deep breath before releasing it slowly as if I'll be able to get some strength from doing it. Anou, I started but he beat me to it, his next words breathing life into my seemingly lifeless body.
Don't worry, I'm quite sure he sees the obvious.
---owari--
comments are love. they always are.... XD I know many of you have read this but I'm moving my fics so yeah...lol.whatever.