[Fanfiction] Night
Title: Night [sequel to That's Love]
Pairing: HaeHyuk // EunHae
Rating: PG-13
Genre: angst
Disclaimer: Only the idea is mine, I don't own the boys
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We didn't sleep together anymore after that one night. I knew that it would only hurt him and I didn't want to hurt him like this. I stayed silent after that night, I was happy that he was still my best friend and I could talk with him about everything. But I left this one topic out, my and his feelings, because they weren't the same.
That was just a month ago.
I lay in my own bed now. We decided to sleep in different rooms again because he said he wasn't sure if he could held himself back, even when we said we wouldn't sleep with each other anymore. I smiled weakly, I was thankful that his feelings for me didn't change.
My view moved through the darkness. The light from outside the window made my room look a bit scary and I really felt alone now. I wanted to go to Eunhyuk, I wanted to be in his arms right now. I wanted to feel his arms around my body, his hands stoke over my back and his lips touched my hair softly.
And I realized slowly that my feelings had changed. I realized that I fell in love with my best friend.
A knock on the door brought me back to reality and I wonder who could it be at this hour. I didn't want to face anyone, not now, not when I noticed that everything I wanted was Eunhyuk.
It knocked again and then slowly the door opened and a thin person moved in. I heard the steps to my bed after the person closed the door silently and I watched his movements.
"Make some room." A familiar voice told me and I moved nearer to the wall so Eunhyuk could climb nect to me in my bed.
"Why are you here?" I asked. It wasn't the thing that I didn't want to have him next to me. It was awkward for me because I didn't know how to behave in his presence now.
"I missed you at nights and I couldn't handle it anymore so I thought I came over. But I leave if you don't want me here."
Why was his voice so trembling?
"No, it's okay."
"Thank you." I heard his smile in this words and he took me into his arms like he always did.
I closed my eyes as soon as I was close to him and breathed his unique smell. With Eunhyuk this close to me I felt like coming home. And I really had longing for this. I wonder how he would react when I would tell him that my feelings had already changed. That he was the one who I wanted to be with. That he was the one who I loved now. Would he believe me?
"It's only for tonight, Hae, okay?"
I wanted to say 'No!' to him. I didn't want to agree to him, but my mouth kept shut.
It didn't take him long until he fell asleep and I lay in his arms, thinking about how I should tell him my feelings.
"I love you, Hyukkie." I said silently into the dark room.
"I love you, too, Hae." He answered softly and embraced me closer while I let my tears fall.